Do I really have to be like someone else? :|

Memories of 2010.

Isang tulog na lang its New Year`s eve na.:) Good bye 2010 and hello 2011. There`s so many things na nagyare sa taong ito at hindi ko na ito iisa isahin pa. Allright? Alam ko lang sa taong toh, maraming nawala at madami rin dumating. Salamat! :) Sana madami pang dumating.

Now, we`ve got the whole year to prepare for it. Yes! We really do have it. We will really prepare for it. It`s our time to shine. HAHA.

Also this year I`m gonna be 18. So one by one magagawa ko na yung mga bagay na nalista ko before including maybe having a tat soon. HAHA I wish! :) Sana payagan ako. And in my age na 18 siguro naman I can make right decisions na? Di`ba. And I promise I will lessen those shit talking. K. Para malinis naman kaluluwa ko if I die ng maaga. Wag naman sana. :) I`ll be good. PROMISE. I will do great at my studies and career. Help me God. :) Thank You. <3

Dear 2011, please be good to me!

Mommy, I feel hot.

Bohoooo. Ako`y nilalagnat. Syet. What can I ask for? Wala si Mama kce nag-anak ng kasal. Pooootah. :) Hahaha. Si Daddy naman nasa labas. Epic! = ) Well, this is life baby. Sinong mag-aalaga sakin? TULUNGAN KO SARILI KO? OO. That`s it. Galing nowzzzz. Tulungan ko sarili kong gumaling o mamatay sa sakit.
Ubo, sipon, lagnat, puyat, pagod. Wow. 5 in 1 yun ha. :) HAHAHA Xmas gift?

Well, Christmas day has ended. Get ready for the New Year. YEHEY! Tapos 25 days na ln, im officially 18. Woah. Ayun, salamat sa relatives ko for the Christmas and pamasko. Salamat kay Tito Gani dahil sa napaka-daming chocolates. Mga tita ko na nagbigay ng pera. At sa galante kong pinsan. ;) Hahah. I`m fat again. Sarap kceng kumaen e. :) Graham, spaghetti, chocolate, softdrinks. And the very COOOOLD weather. Damn. Sarap tumambay ln. Hahaha. Jan 3, it`s my dad`s bday! And also pasukan na ulet. Studies and dance ulet! =) Can`t wait. ;) Uhmm, what else? Yea. I can`t think right now, I`m sick you know. Hahaha.

Bukas! MAY GALA ANG EGB. =)) Wohooo. I hope I can be better tomorrow para maganda ang day ko. Sine toh men. Gateway! Hohoho. ;)) And yeah, It`s the Year of the Rabbit. Goodluck for me!

Once again,

Merry Merry Christmas to all.

Wosh. Aga naman magsitulog ng mga tao dito. Buti na lang may internet! HAHA. Dito muna ako pachill hanggang sa magutom. Facebook, Blog, Tumblr. Ya! So, next week, 2011 na. WOW. :> Ambilis ng oras. Sobramg bilis. Well, you guys enjoy your vacation and celebrate it with your loved ones! Mwa.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Love you Papa Jesus.

Titigil ka kaya?

Titigil ka kaya if I told I was hurt? Malalaman mo kaya kung ano ang nararamdaman ko towards sa kanya DATI. Naiintindihan mo ba yun? Siguro hindi, kasi hindi ka nag iisip na baka may masaktan ka. Pero okay lang, I am your friend pero Are you my friend? Should you stop what you are doing. Damn it! Pissed off.

Feeling ko magkakasakit ako kce kanina pag-bangon ko my throats are dried up and my batok is aching. Aw men. Bket sa Christmas day pa. And I am so hot. Awwww. Feeling ko talaga, I should consult my mom to be sure and drink some medicine before it gets worst. Right? Good news for me. Hahaha. I finally learn the Video phone step of Stellar. Wohoooo. =)) Also the Massive Attack of LSDC, pero part lang ng girls. Aw men. It was hard pala pero worth it yung pagod kce nagawa ko na siya! woooah! Hoorayy for me! And I got plans for my gym class next year, hope I will do my front and back handspring. K?

I hate the Globe tattoo right now, its so mabagal! Damn.

Do you ever feel.

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the winds, lalalala. LSS ako jan. Ayan kinakanta ko kagabe e, Hindi kce makatulog. Sikip pa. Nasa gitna kce ng 2 malalaking tao, namely Ken and Benj. Tss. Bket ba ako nandun? Hahaha. =) Anyways, I had fun G1.The best and boodle fight! Sarap kumain. Wohohoh. ;) Pati yung Yakee Game, ayy onga pla may Pinoy Henyo pa. The best ka Kuya Am magbigay ng pahuhulaan ha. Iba ha. Salamat Jared! Even though maingay kami from the start. Hehehe. Masyado kceng nag enjoy e. Thanks Ate Princess and Ate Tasha for the food. Sarap nyo magluto. Yum. <3 The rest, woah! Enjoy much. Meron pa sa Anniv ha, wag kayong mawawala. :) Sarap matulog sa kubo nyo Jared, feeling ko nasa probinsya ako. Malamig.

Back to the title, hmm. Kanta tayow! ;) Ayy mahilig na ako sa OW. :) Cute kce e. Hihihih. :> KP na naman ako. Accomplished? Check. :) Secret na yun, hohoho. Basta! Ayy iba ha.

Nagsisimula sa asaran, baka maging totohanan.

Ayy pucha, wag naman, Masakit naman ata para sakin yun. Di'ba? Isipin nyong mabuti yan, sa mga nakaka-alam, keep it a secret. Benj and Chix, mga nabasa nyo ha! Secret lang. Friends tayow diba. For me, try to show a smile so people wont see how you are deeply hurt. Ayy drama much. Yun na. Wasak!

Paskuhan 2010.

Dec 17, 2010 at UST. It's Paskuhan 2010 with EGB. Ya! Bonding time also reunion for us. Gosh. I miss this people. So much. <3 Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GELA, Dec 18. Sorry hindi ako nakapunta. :|
Ayun, ang saya ng Paskuhan namen, mas nag enjoy kami dun sa latag e kesa sa concert mismo. Naglatag lang kami ng plastic cover sa field nila. ;) Hehe. Then we watch the fireworks display. Gandaaaaa! <3
I was so amazed. It was my first time to go to UST and wow, gusto ko ng mag-aral dun. Asa men. ;) Hehehe. Why not, sabi nga ni Jay, libre lang ang mangarap. Diba? Korek ako jan. basta sobrang enjoy talaga! =)) Swear. Love na love ko tong mga toh e. MERRY XMAS mga tol. ;) Pamaskow! Past 1am na ako nakauwi kce we have to walk from UST to malapit sa E Rod. then bus. Ayun na, SALAMAT PADIN. ;) Sa susunod ulet ha, teka, wala ba tayo ngayong Christmas vacation? Textext na lang. K? ;)

I love you so much guys. :)

Jendrow! Haha. Ayan may combined names na kami. KP ako. =) :* Si Kav gumawa nyan kce nyan, Krash yung sa kanya. ;) Cuuute! :>

No title? Ya. Kce di ko alam kung anong ilalagay ko. It seems like ITS COMING BACK AGAIN. Utang na loob wag naman na. Grabew! Papahirapan na naman ako netoh. Kainis ha. Alam toh ni Chix e, P.S. Shut up ka lang. Amp. Sapakin kita jan e. Nakow naman. :| Sana talaga wag bumalik. Masaya na akong ganito kami e. Okay na toh. Pero sana maging super close pa kami katulad ng dati. Na-miss? Haha. Nagka-conflict kce dati e. So ganun yung nangyare. Sana yung isa din. Kaming 3, maging close ulet. I remember I wrote something about them here. Na masaya makipag-bonding sa kanila. Okay na talaga yung ganito. MAS MASAYA AKO SA GANITO. Poooota. Mahihirapan na naman kce ako e, ay bale vacation naman na. Di na lahat magkikita kce busy busyhan ulet. =) Hahaha. Next year na ulet. Pcha, next year! No no way. Please. Sana kce dumating ka na e. Oo, Ikaw na hinihintay ko. ;) Sana gift na sakin ni God yun. ;)


I repeat, PLEASE SANA NAMAN WAG NA BUMALIK :|

Ikaw na!

I'm just plain waiting for that special guy to come.

Siguro ako rin emo. Hahaha. Di a. Si pussy kce e. HOY. USIGE, sumama ka na. Para malamigan yang utak mo, nasa school na kami ni Chix ng 11. Punta ka ng maaga. Ayy shit may OJT ka diba? Aw. After lunch nalang. Okay pa. Basta manood tayow.

May kwento pala ako senyo, kanina kce may dalang

sapatos si Daddy ko, nabili nya kanina.

Tapos nag-alok siya kung gusto ko daw,

ano daw size ng paa ko. Sabi ko size 7,oo agad ako e,

Coz you know why?

That will be the first gift he'll ever give to me.

Promise. Pinaka-unang regalo na siya mismo ang

bibili at magbibigay.

Ayy, teary eyed ako. Haha! =)) Natuwa lang kce ako e. tapos nag uwi pa siya ng gelatin sa Goldilocks. Favorite ko kaya yun. Soooper. 

Errrr.

Kaninang umaga, nasipagan akong pumasok ng 9, bale 9 naman talaga pasok ko, Tamad lang akong maligo at gumising ng maaga. Pagkadating ko sa school, ATTENDANCE lang pala! Gosh. Pati sa Rizal subject ko, wala naman si Sir. Prelims sa Philosophy, Prelims ulet sa HRM. Natuwa naman ako kaninang Rizal kce nakapag usap kami ni PAPA P. =) Hahaha. Pogi nya talaga. Hinihingi nya kce yung English 5 kong book, e puro punit na yun kce pinapa-pasa dati ni Maam. Ayyy gosh, kung mangyareng ibigay ko sa kanya, may remembrance na ako sa kanya. Wohohoh! KP. I love his eyes, mahaba pla pilik mata nya. Ayyy kire! Basta pogi talaga. Awww!

And so yun, practice continues. Bago yung poposaw and Blah Blah by Kesha. And so yun, sa Sat magkakaroon ng Xmas party kila Jared, also overnight na din yun. Then UST Paskuhan sa Friday. Narnia watching bukas kami ni Chix. Busy much! ahahaha. You Lawl. Lapit na Xmas, gift ko a. Merry Christmas!
Ano pa ba? lapit na din debut ko, bday bday din. ;) Basta excited na ako sa mga events na toh. Reunion pala ng EGB sa Friday. Yahoooooooow. Miss na miss ko na talaga siya. As in, soooooper! ;) Love ko sila.

Para sa aking malapit na friend na si Pussy, okay lang yan. Maganda ka inday! May dadating din sayo. Kahit nga ako nangangarap na din e, basta isipin mo, fortunate ka sa mga friends mo today kce may maganda magkaroon ng kaibigan kesa jowang kaya kang iwan. Ayy, nagrhyme? Hahaha. OKAY LANG YAN. hahanap tayoooooow. K? ;)

 Ako nga, I wish this Christmas, next year may makita na akon magiging sakin. Kce 2010 meron e kaso hindi nagtagal. Sana this time meron na, yung pang matagalan talaga. :> I miss it. Wooooohoho. ME GANUN. Di naman, basta si God na bahala. ;)

Nag-isang taon na pala.

Di ko namalayan.

Merry Xmas sayo.  :>

Na-addict ko sa kanta ni Beyonce, hahaha. Cge ako na ulet puya, its 12:30 and di pdin ako tulog. May pasok pa bukas ha. Paulet ulet kce yung Broken Hearted Girl nya. Iba talaga epekto ng mga bagay bagay sakin. Example, yung Sambos sa Brownies Unlimited, kung ano ano nasabi ko kay Chix. Semi Fredo ni Tracy, tawa ako ng tawa. Bangag? Lagi sa pagkaen. Hahaha. =)) Ganyan talaga pag eng eng na sa buhay. ;)
Napanood ko na video ng LSDC, Galing talaga ever ni Ikat, Idol na idol ko talaga sya. Grabe! Kaka-tibo. JOKE LANG. Hahahaha. =)) Sana maka-finals din kami. Sabi nga ng host ng Skechers, Youve got a whole year to get ready. Bangis noh. Tandaan yan. ;) Sana ganito din ako kaganado sa studies ko. Iba e. ;) Haha. Go go. 1 week na lang then  CHRISTMAS BREAK na. wooo. Bakasyon na. Sa friday pala balak ng EGB na pumunta sa Paskuhan ng UST, kaso may Christmas Party ang Groove One. Litsi. Lage na lang ha. napapansin ko na yan. Tapos meron daw Ek sa 20 kaso parang hindi matutuloy. Sana sa Saturday nalang Xmas party ng G1 para makasama ako sa Friday sa EGB. Miss na miss ko na talaga sila. :) Im confused. May ganun? Lande.

May pasok pa bukas. Tandaan, 1 week na lang party party na. Wooooah!

Pfft.

Kagabi, concert sa PSBA, nag guest yung IMAGO,KAMIKAZEE, FRANCO and si Gloc 9. We are supposed to dance kaso pina-cancel na naman kce ANG TAGAL. Okay ka lang? Sinabi na samin nung una na before kami ng big bands then after ng Imago then after ng Kamikazee. Gosh. What the Ef. =) We were so bored waiting for it so we decided to cancel it na lang. No choice e. Then we go to Chix's house to eat, Christmas party kce then birthday ni Bungi (RonRon). Hahaha. Dami kong nakain.

Then, I came home 12 am last night, then I heard a sound of zzzzzz. Not sleeping tune but a sound of tattoo machine, meron pala dito samin. Nasa harap ng school ko nung nursery. Gosh, gusto ko na magkatats. =) Desperate? Ya. I guess. ;) Hahahaha. E kce naman e, tapos tinanong ko si Pao kung san siya nagpatattoo, secret naman daw. Gaguhan? Nagtatanung lang naman e. Kker! Hahaha. Gusto ko na, naku! Konting tiis na lang baby. ;)

And so the story continues between those 3 friends. ;) Hahaha. Sila na lang close? Sana ganun din kami kaclose nung 2. ;) And so may chika ako, sinetch itech na majowaers na kung makadikit is umoover na. :) Hahaha. Guess it! wooooo. :) Kce naman kunti nalang pagdikitin na ng scotch tape or rugby, ay hindi mighty bond na lang mas maganda! =) hahaha. Oha. Kairita much e, osge sila na inlove. :)So what.

Babawi ako.

So ayun, last last night kce diba nag FREESTYLE kami. Ampf, grabe yun. Sinabe lang samin nung nagboblock na kami sa stage. May isa pa daw kaming sayaw. Bale 2nd time ko na magfreestyle. Nung una ata sa election.
Btw, back to the freestyle kagabi, sobra sobra yung naging kaba ko kce alam kong wala akong ibubuga. Sila Pussy nagtrick, Joice pop lock, Chix krump Ken and Kav do the La Salle routine. Tang ina. Anong laban ko dun? Leche. ahahaha. Ni wala ngang nagchecheer sakin e. =) Ayyy bitter. Naiiyak na ako. Ang aga netong drama ko huh. Wala naman, nalabas ko lang kce sobra sobra talaga kaba ko nung nalaman kong yun then Kuya Am choose me to do it. Buti na lang anjan si Benj, siya partner ko. Pota talaga. And ginawa ko yung sa UP then tumbling. Para akong tanga. Amp naman anong ibubuga ko dun? Puro yabang. Hahahaha. hoy true yan ah!
All of a sudden all of them seem to be confident sa kakayahan nila and me? Still not. Kainis! Di mo masabing magaling ako, lahat sila nag eexcel na. Ako na lang ata hindi. Argh! This is bullshit.


Babawi talaga ako, Swear! Tandaan mo yan! =) I would become just like her! =)))

Gosh, I wanted to be like her.

Meet Ikat Gallardo, my idol.

from La Salle Dance Company,

I really wanted to be like her. Kahit onti na lang. Kce sobrang galing nyang sumayaw, kaya nyang magtricks! Like backhand, handspring and more. :) Shes so lakas pa. Nakita ko sya sa Rx dati. Una palang naastigan na ako sa kanya kce yung aura nya iba e. And I feel na mabaet naman sya. Then yun, I add her sa facebook and we even chatted before, natandaan pa nya kami sa RX dati. ;) Fulfilling. Gosh. I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO BE LIKE HER. ;) So badly. Kaya ganito ako magsipag sa dance ngayon e. I wanna learn! a lot more. Sana we can be friends or makita ko ulet sya sa ibang competition. May picture pa kming dalawa.

Btw, Goodluck sa Crissa Finals. Lezz go!

Yes!

Last Make Your Move of Frenzy. And we won 20 000 for People Choice Awards and 5000 for making it to the finals. Last held at SM Mall of Asia.

Its dance, baby!

This photo was taken last night, December 8, 2010. May sayaw kami nyan, bale Concert kce yun and we done some intermissions, first Skechers then yung bagong choreo with some of the members then freestyle!
Yung skechers namen MALINIS! Ambangis ha! Tapos sa 2nd dance, nadismaya kme kce di naging maganda yung sound system plus lights so hndi nging maganda. Then the last was okay kaso wala na gaanong tao kce it was too late na, around 11 ata yun. So we did it after all. =)))

Grabe yung freestyle na yun, at first ayokong gawin kce nga wala akong gagawin dun buti nalang napartneran ko si Benj, kung ano lang ginagawa namen dun. Saya! Kami kami nag-gaguhan. Hahahah! :D

Atleast maganda naging reaction towards us. Salamat!

Next time you would see me dance, I would FLY. =)

2 months before!

Waaaah. I just cant wait for that 2 months, finally Im gonna be LEGAL! Woah. Theres  so many things I want to do or have when Im legally 18.

1. Brand new phone.

2. A motorcycle.

3. Have a 18 K. =) Lots of money.

4. Overnight at somebody else's house.

5. GOT A TATTOO. :>

6. Finals at Skechers!

7. Do different stunts! =))) woaaaaa.

8. Go on a long vacation.

9. Party all night long.

10. Ride Space Shuttle many times.

11. Buy SLR Camera! Be a photographer!

12. Do bungee jumping! Adrenaliiiiiiiiiine.

13. Say I love You to that special someone.

14. Be friends with my Idols! ;) Including HER!

15. Learn how to drive.

16. Cook something delicious for my friends and family.

17. Say I Love You to them. Mama and Papa.

18. ABLE TO GRADUATE! =) Hahahaha.

* Yung #5, gagawin ko yan kung sakaling may mangyaring unexpected. And where ko ilalaay? Left wrist. And the design would be their names combined. :)

#13? Siguro kung meron na talagang siya. :) Kilig!

#18? Ya right! I WOULD.

#6? Hell ya. Sa Araneta pa oh! Hohohohoh. :> See you!

Should I really stop?

This past few weeks, this thought has been troubling in my mind. Should I stop from dancing? It like Im not enjoying it na. Na lessen na yung interest ko about it and I want to find something else na bago. Like I want to really become a GYMNAST, =) Weh? Pero thats only an example. Gusto ko ng bagong kaaabalahan. ;) Gets mo ba? Palagi ko na yang iniisip everytime na may practice na kami. I dont know why. I've accomplished naman na yung ibang bagay na gusto kong gawin dati, like Cartwhell, Handstand, Round off, Splits, Rolling. And Ive been in compete team like Skechers 5 and 6, RX, school presentations, Crissa Synergy etc.I dont know why!

Awww. I'm too stressed na pagdating sa kaka-isip ng mga ganyang bagay/ =| I want a vacation! Somewhere in Batangas or tagaytay. Or out of the country. Ay shalen ha. =) Hahaha. Sana matupad. Woah!

Haaaay. Help me with a definite answer.;)