What will happen?

Well, imma share you something okay? But this will remain as a secret and when you know who it is, YOU MUST NOT SPEAK OUT.

Hmmm, in our group. Last last saturday, one of our member is quite. I must not mention his name. =) I dont know or we dont know why he is being quiet. All through out the training, he remains quite and still. Until Monday morning, someone told me that he got a little fight or sama-ng-loob sa isa naming member. And the reason is somewhat misunderstanding. HMMM. it is kinda mababaw for me coz he should have consider understanding it. ANYWAY, as the days go on, he remains quite and he only talks to one or two person at our group. He even appointed that person to make linis of our routine. And we don`t really know what is going on. Until yesterday, they said that we will not dance on upcoming presentation. Too bad, he`s not there and we have no one to count on. :| It is really sad coz that person is really important in our group and he serves as a leader to us.

I think he is only doing this so we can all be prepared for his leave and we can set our minds on the future jobs on the group. I can understand this and i might be sure that there will be a bigger announcement after this.  I just hope he will be there for us until the semester ends or maybe he will be there for u forever until he says no with a good reason. We all just want to have a clear explanation and reason for this. All of us know that there is something between you and us. So don`t try to make a way out of it.

We all wanted to have a leader to count on. But we will do our best to show you we all learn what you have taught to us. Until the end, we all need you and try to talk to us na. We are willing to listen to your sama-ng-loob and we all need a good conference or meeting about this situation. Again, we are willing to listen to you.

I am only writing this because I want to. Its not that I want  it to be read by many people or published. I hope you understand.

Phone calls.

Kanina lang, theres someone who is calling here. Very weird because whenever my mom is outside, he/she calls. And when my mom is inside our home, he/she doesnt call. I think its the 5th time he/she called. He/she didnt talk and all I hear is a song playing. it is weird, right? damn it. I almost make mura to that annoying person. Hmm. WHO ARE YOU, asshole!

After this.

You! You make my blood boil? Literal? HAHAHA in tagalog. Pinapakulo mo dugo ko. Ayan, maiksi pero malaman. =))

YAHH. after this, goodbye sayo teh! manahimik ka jan sa sariling mong bahay. Babussssh. Pa-miss miss ka pa, ulol?

Goodbye.

" I really hate goodbye, you know why, 

because so much attachment to that person will be left behind. "

This is for my special friend, Hansel Kendrick Arce. He will be leaving soon, for good. He will migrate to New Jersey. He's with his whole family and finally he will see his father na. :> I`m very happy for you and at the same time very sad because out of all the years that we are with you, this is the time where you can finally say you are leaving and saying goodbye to us forever. :( We won`t be able to see you everyday. We will only got the chance to chat with you often. Aww man, this is hard. I hate this feeling.

There is one thing I will surely never forget about you, the moment you said to me. I somehow reminded you of Jus, ;) I guess its my first time to hear such compliments. Kilig for me coz its a compliment coming from you. Someone as pogi as you and to be compared to a pretty girl like her. You are one good person and I will always remember your name. :) It is a very nice act of you to say such words. Ayyy ako na naka-smile. And how you treat a woman, very gentle and sweet. You are the only guy I`ve mentioned here over a 3 times already, and you are my avid reader. Thats why. 

Last July 18. 2011 was your last dance. I guess? Or no. You did your best! =)) I`m so proud of you men. You give your very best there. Kahit na you`re not in compet na, you still wanna dance with us. Imma see you in states men. HAHA World Hip Hop. :"> Every time I am wearing your socks, I will always remember you. I will wear that socks whenever we have a presentation or a competition, so you are with us dancing. :*

And so, this is my goodbye post to you. This will never be the last. Sa wed ha. Despedida partyyyyy! =))) One last party for you, damn. I`m gonna miss you bigtime. I may not show it to you kce you know naman, I`m not that kind of sweet girl HAHAHA I prefer saying awful things just to make you laugh. :) My house will always be open for you. If you wanna get cozy, just sleep at our couch and wait for the sun to rise. Awwww. writing this, makes me teary eyed. :| WHY KEN. HAHAHA I`m not used to this. Well, actually this is my first time saying goodbye to a close-friend. AWWWWWWW. :'( I may not know when you will leave us but I know it will be sooon. Gosh, i want to make hatid to you sa Airport! Can we? :| Im sure im gonna cry. :( Awww. Goodbye ken. See you very sooooonnnnn.

Can you please not go? :( Awwwww. Hugs ken! :* Although I will still see you on wed. Just to make sure! :D HAHAHA 

P.S. can you still read my blog? I will keep you updated! =))) and yeah, size 7. Red shoes! =))

Creepy experience.

Friday, afternoon. Puse and I decided to watch Harry Potter 7. We decided to watch it afternoon so we can come to Kristine's house at Marikina. We didnt expect anything may happen but one things for sure. We watched at Sta Lucia East Grand Mall, Cinema 2. I told Puse that we are the only ones who will be at that Cinema house and we are right. Although there are 5 of us in the room. While waiting for the show to start, i`ve noticed some shadows wonder in our seats. But I just ignored them. Because I may be hallucinating. So we keep on talking so we wont be scared. I didnt tell to Puse that I am seeing such shadows. I think it moved twice or thrice. We continue on watching the movie, and it was very GOOD. We both said that we wished it will never end. :> It was so good that we wanted to watch it again. ;)

And so yesterday, Saturday. Puse suddenly mentioned that she also seen some shadows in the Cinema yesterday. AND I AM RIGHT. Damn, this gives us goosebumps. :| Awwwww. This really creeps us up. Also, Joice also mentioned that there is really something in there. Awwww. Thank God we are safe!

Is this im seeing and feeling some shadows now? NOOOO.

Sure ka na ba?

HAHAHA =)) what a title. Well, imma share you something, alright? For those who are reading this, just keep your mouth shut. :> Nahh, just joking. You can read and talk about it.

Hmm, eto na. Well, im having this kind of infatuation to one guy. He-must-not-be-mentioned. :D So yeah. YOU KNOW IT. HAHAHA Pero he's not the one who i mentioned here in my blog. IBA. I dont know if it is sure pero i am certain that i may like his personality. Although i don't know him a lot pero he shows some personality when we are with him. I guess its just a simple infatuation. Nothing more. I DON'T KNOW. I havent tell anyone yet coz i dont want it to be discussed everyday. HAHAHA I can only discuss it. ;> I will observe it by myself. NO more distractions. Sana may progress. :>

Nahhh, i`ll just make it happen. Hahaha. Like now, i`m hearing such issues about him and some other girl. Hahaha. Some other? oohh, bitchy. Anyway, i`ll just let it pass. And if it meant for them, go ahead, make my day. Okay, enough. So yan, no more clues! :>

Bye, bitches! :*

I realized.

Over the week, my mom isnt around. She`s with some other relatives of ours. She's gone for a week now and she will come back tomorrow. Hello manila again. Well, i miss her so much. It feels like she`s been gone for a long time now. And i`ve realized that it is really hard for a mother to budget, cook and think about her family. You need to think what you need to cook, about the money and stuff. Chores and chores. It is really hard.

Well, i am an only child so i have to do all of that. Awww. it was a tiring week for me plus the training for coach aye. Awwwww. i do the laudry, dishes, budget the money for our bills and of course,i cooked! it was fun though very tiring. all i think is what to do next, plan to do what is next.

Last Thursday, i was so stressed and i dont know what to do. Then i started to cry for no reason. I have no one to talk to and no one's home. So that's great, more stress coming up. Hay. i dont know but yeah, i really dont know the reason. I just felt that hard and rough feeling like I felt before. Thank God it stopped. :)

Thank you lord. Please, continue to bring me good vibes everyday. I love you.

Fireproof.

"Never leave your partner especially in fire."

Last friday, my girls, Chix and Joice had some girls time at our house. We watched, fireproof. It is about a couple who struggles because of their differences and how they stay strong after a storm. Also the guy received a notebook that teaches him how to love his wife and win her heart again for 40 days. He did it and he succeed. it is such a good story for all of those couple who struggle from heartbreaks and cool offs. and it also talks about God, how he can be around us. How he control our destiny and he loves us unconditionally.

it was a heartbreaking film and you should watch it too. :> I recommend it to you.

And so, sister joice is heartbroken. She broke up with her bf for almost on and off 3 years. Pero thats okay sister joice. We love you, yaan mo na yung panget na yun. JK. ;D i love you sister joice! 

Kelan kaya matutuloy ang part 2 slumber ng girlies? :| >:)

Bags.

HI GIRLS. If you love BAGS and  you have a tumblr account, follow this blog. I'm sure you`ll drool over the bags. I'm very sure about that! <3

Link!

Tinola, bow.

So first time kong magluto at i chose tinola. HAHAHAHA  =)) nakakatuwa kce it turned out well. Oh yes. It did. Although at first di ko naappreciate yung lasa nya, nung wala pang gulay at yes, after ng whole process. Hello tinola na. Yahoooo. Salamat sa aking mother. :>

Para Sa Akin.

Sunday ngayon, obviously kce nakapagsulat ako dito. =) Well, all day pinapakinggan ko ang song ni Sitti Navarro na Para Sa Akin. Shes the queen of bosa-nova. Kakarelax naman yung boses nya. Promise, it suits the atmosphere na ganito kalamig. HAHA So, ito yung pinaka favorite kong line.

Di kita pipilitin

Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin

Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo

Para sa akin

Diba, ansavehhh naman nun. Hahaha. Nakaka-kilig yan teh! Well, i keep on praying na that would happen. Hahah. Earlier this year or very soon. Basta, shempre, nakakamiss din yun. Pero im busy kce with school and stuff so minsan na lang magkatime. Pero if ever that would came I will point my time to that. :"> Iba na teh eh. HAHAHA i will keep on praying babyyyy.

One day rest.

Dahil sa 6 days a week ang pasok namen. At isang araw lang ang pahinga. Buti may sunday pa. Salamat! At 3 times a week ang intense training. 2 hours every T TH S. Aww. San ka pa. Pero bket hindi ako pumapayat. Pang-asar ba toh. Joke. HAHAHAH =))

Dahil sa sobrang nakakapagod and school. Vacants, tulala mode sa rooms dahil sa teacher, intense kabog pag graded recitation. Pero ngayon. Parang alam ko na ang Marketing Management. Kaliwaang marketing at selling concept. I think ito na nga. And I`m very sure sa pinasok kong course. Oh yes! Magbenta, kumita at yumaman. Unti unti ko nang naiintindihan ang business world. Natutuwa na din ako pero slight lang sa Mandarin class ko. Sey mo naman kce. Ni Hao. =))) HAHAHA Although nakakamiss ang ilan kong subjs like PE 3. Yeyyy. Ngayon pang mainit sa labas. Ang sarap maligo. =)

Puro reporting. Bullshit? Ayoko pa naman ng ganun. Masusukat ba talaga ang grado ng estudyante kung ano ang kaya nyang sabihin sa harap ng klase. Kung paano nya magiging impressive sa guro and mga visual aid. Damn it. Ayoko talaga. Parang 3 subjs ko ata ang may reporting. Oh well. Kaya yan.

I think dancing makes my college life go round. =) hindi yung school-bahay lang. No way. Ano ako, papabagot sa bahay. Wag na. buti na lang i have my own dance org. =) Hell yeah for them. So check us out on July 18, JPIA day o week. Basta yun. We`ll be rocking the grounds. =)

Salamat Sunday. At dumating ka pa sa week namen. =) Anyway, ang sakit ng braso ko. And tuhod, may pasa? Knee pads please.

Hello Joice Macaraig.

June 28, 2011. The day Joice is all waiting for. Her debut. =)) HAHA Joice decided to have a rockstar theme for her party. LAHAT,

So the day come and we are all set. Rockstar outfits and make ups. All glamour. We all decided to make ayos sa school. So we stay there till 8. We do some photoshoots keme and all. then punta na sa debut nya at Edmarks. We arrived there and nagulat kme kce diba rockstar nga then some of her guests are not really into rockstar so parang misfit yung nangyare pero okay lang. That`s how it is. =) Haha.

The program run and performance by Cypher Street. Ang galing nila infarness ha. =) Really. Magaling nga. Pop lock, Robot, Stunts, and Isolation. Iba ha! =)

Then may performance din kce dun noh. ano ka? Syempre freestyle. Walang katapusang freestyle. HAHA Pero it went well naman. =))) Although may mga fail na nangyare. Thats okay babyy.

We went home almost 1230 am. Hindi namen napansin yung time. Haha Well, atleast we enjoyed ourselves. Happy much. Kinabukasan, puro bangag ang tao. Sleepy heads. Di ako nakapasok ng 2 subjs agad. Aw.

Thank you Joice Macaraig. next? 19th. Yes naman! =))) Love you mare! :*