WTF.

HAHAHAHA. Free lance model teh? Baka OUT OF SCHOOL YOUTH =)))

#Falcon

So obviously may bagyo today. Which is not good. Napaka-lakas ng ulan at walang tigil pa, buti by this moment mejo tumila na siya. i hope wala na talaga si Falcon, lumipad na siya! And so yun, kahapon kce sinuspend yung class mga 4:30 na ng hapon. Sobrang heavy rains teh! Kung makita mo lang yung mga stranded na tao sa Katips. Yung jeep nga na walang laman, dinumog ng mga tao kala mo may artistang dumating. Hehe. =)) Funny moments pero no, its not. Ang lakas kce ng ulan, basang basang teh!

So, naghang out muna here sa house while waiting for the rain to stop, apparently, HINDI ITO HUMINA. lalo pa itong lumakas. Then we decided to eat noodles, 12 packs of noodles! =) hahah. for 6 people. Pero hindi ito naubos and it end up on trash. Awww, while eating our 12 packs of noodles, we heard at the news na Tumana River is on its spilling level. Gosh, we were in extreme panic mode. yung tipong nakalimutan na naming kumain and all those faces, so worried na talaga. Chix decided to sleep here just to make sure everything will be alright. others go home. Damn, so worried for them.

Next day came, wala paring araw. :| RAIN KEEPS FALLING IN OUR ROOF, literally. As in, puro tulo. :| I hate it. Naman kce, hindi inayos ng mabuti. Kaya our second floor is full of timba and planggana. HAHAHA =)) enough of that. kakahiya. :D

I just hope everything will be okay. I know God is good. :) Keep safe guys.

im that paranoid bitch, errr.

A year-blogger.

Hurray, i`ve been blogging for about a year now. isn`t that wonderful. =) hindi ko na lang namalayan na isang taon na pala ang nakalipas. hahaha. verrry cooool. :> i write all the things i cant tell to anyone, pero nababasa pala nila yun. come to think of it, thank you to those who are secretly reading this. :) although you got to know some of my secrets and stuffs, ill have  to thank you all.

btw, being a blogger just completes my internet life, you know why? because this helps me to let go of my hidden feelings without talking to anyone about it. it is also a way of making that light feeling. a feeling of writing. ahhhh, very relaxing. ito na ata ang pinaka updated kong blog, although i do have tumblr pero photos kce dun, pero dito, letters, saka may feelings toh teh! haaaay.

all in all, salamat sa pagbasa and side comments about this. love y`all. ;)

A week of school.

How is it? =) hahaha. well, a bit boring, wala pa kce yung mga prof e. I guess it will all start next week. Sana naman noh, kce nman ayoko ng gumising ng maaga tas wala pa lang prof. Lokohan? =) Ayoko na ng ganun like nung Saturday. ang aga ko sa school, 9am. pucha walang prof. di man lang dumating. :| Well, anyway okay lang kahit boring. =) atleast nasa labas.May training din sa hapon kaya okay lang. :)

Hm, nag-rtr sa mga freshies. Ayy oo nga pala, puta nasa school na si K. Ampf, dun pa nya naisipang mag-aral. at mag-join pa ng g1. shetttt! mukha pa atang makukuha siya sa compete team. Ohh nooo. Kilala siya ni Joice, at alam nya ang ugali nung epal na yun. Lumipat na pala si Rj, hahah. Classmate ko sya sa Eng6. =)  Di ko akalaing totoo yun. Hahah. =) oh well, i just hope classes will be regular on tuesday. Gosh, i still need to pass all my class cards, besides i`m very nervous with my csr class with sir perez. damn. :| saan kaya room ko?

sour moments.

as the music plays in my ears, i remember all the sour moments ive encounter. those heartbreaking, eye-tearing, sad faces, walking alone, straight faces, sad quotes.

let me share my experiences with you, first, that one-week absent from school because of tonsilitis. i was not texting at all.i left school for one week without any trace or consent to our teachers, and so gumaling ako and decided to go to school. i dont have any clue about the lessons, exams, quizzes they had before, i was total blank. kahit mga pinag-uusapan ng mga kabarkada ko hindi ko alam, i was totally clueless. parang ako yung bagong student. weeks passed, and naramdaman kong parang malayo na ako sa kanila and so i decided to walk seperately from them, go lunch without them, sit behind them, dont talk to them. i somehow feel that i`m not their friend anymore, it hurts pero yun ang totoo. i dont know kung anong naisip ko kung bket ko ginnawa yun, pwede ko naman silang kausapin diba. and i found my other friends, they`re the ones who chooses to be home after school. but they are nice to me, very nice to me. i even found my bestfriend in them. i was happy with them by my side, time flows and i learn to come with me but all seems to be normal again, my kabarkada talked to me again and all seems to be back in normal. it happened when i was in 2nd year highschool.

next, when i was in 4th year.it was the time when we got to choose our section and i was absent, so my lovely friend chooses to be with them on the other section leaving our other friend in higher section should i say. school days became long and we`ve been close to our classmates and then one day, di na kme pinansin nung mga kaibigan namen sa kabila. i dont know hat happen, is it yung pagpunta ko sa room nila ng walang dahilan or what. they didnt talked to us, like when we see each other at the hallway, no hi's and hello's. a bit awkward. even text or call, none.and so we decided to let them do it, kaming 3 na lang nagsama and 5 sila dun, well, yung dalawa kce mabait kaya lahat kasama nya. ;) field trip comes, hindi sila sumama. kami din. no talking at all talaga, matagal tagal din yun. it was resume of class when my other friend suddenly texted me and said, HI. ;) i was in total shock, she said, sorry and she wishes to be friends again. i said, yeah. sure. then she said again, if we can go to school together. i said yeah. we reached school and sabi nya mauna muna sya para di halatang bati na, arti noh. hahha. i tell it to my other other friends and they agree. RECESS, pumunta kami sa room nila and suddenly all of us started to cry, and hugged each other. hahahah. it was a magical moment for us kce yung ganun lang, alam nameng ok na. iyak ng iyak nung isa kong friend, i even hugged her kce nahirapan din siya nung mga time na yun. at the end, we all became friends again. pero matagal tagal din yung tampo na yun ha, pero atleast naayos namen. oh diba. teary eyed ako ng sinusulat ko toh. grabe.

well, sour moments should be transformed into sweet ones. <3 sa lahat ng relationships, hindi nawawala ang ayaw or tampuhan, normal lang yan para tumatag ang samahan. ;)

ive been blogging since july. and malapit na ang anniversary ko as a blogger. hmm, you guys want a suggestion? :)

i`m crushin'.

His name is JPOS. just an abbreviation, for the sake of his identity, HAHAHA I dont know if he's at same batch as me or a senior or even younger than me. All I know is he transferred at our school last sem or year. :> The moment i saw him just sparkle. I saw sparkle in my eyes. HAHA =)) yeah, enough. I saw him last sem and i keep on seeing him everyday, and i think he's cute. :> although he got a mustache. :| if only i can shave it for him. Kidding. HAHAHA. So, i have this slight or medium crush with him. Kce naman he looks very mysterious and quiet. Plus, province boy teh.3 years palang sa Manila. :) Besides. he looks smart and neat.

I wish God will make a way for us to be together. Yeahright, HAHAHA =))) pero last sem, things turn out to be okay. First, he`s my classmate at P.E so I got the chance to see him closely every thursday, 2 hours a day. :> Go play with him, although not talk to him, thats okay. Second, he accepted my friend request in facebook so he`s friendly. Lastly, he's the friend of L. One of our trainees, HE IS THE FRIEND. So he once go to our room to see his friends, and he's close to me again. Hell yeah, few more steps. One more thing, i was once had an eye to eye contact with him. Would you believe that? GOSH. not totally pero close. ;))) once more more thing, HE SEATED NEXT TO ME, because we`re classmates. :) HELLL YEAAHHH. it was my Soc Anthro class, we were sitting at the back when he suddenly seated at my right side, so close. IMAGINE THAT. <3

Kilig men. i sent him a message saying Hi, hoping he can reply soon. :) Another print screen. HAHA =)) awwww. i am very sure i am crushing to him. Goodlooking, smart, white complexion, mysterious looking. What can i ask for? I need to know his talent or something we are similar at so i got the chance to get close to him. i wish god will find a way. Hope to see him again this sem, and hope to make friends with him.

errrrf.

Wednesday midnight. I was having trouble with my sleep and I decided to check my facebook account. Damn it, i saw something very irritating. I wanted to scream my lungs out. ARGHHHH> >:| If only I can say to that person to stop on insisting on getting that person to go here. Arrrgh, get a life men! :| ampfffff. meron na siyang buhay na dapat ay hayaan na lang naten, hindi ba? Umalis siya at wala ng dahilan para bumalik pa ulit siya dito. i hate it. DISAPPEAR ALREADY. damn. so kainis talaga. Ever since talaga.

13.

Monday, first day of 1st sem as a Junior college. :> as a student, i promise to study hard. (Weh, di nga?) =))
haha. well, i hate this new curriculum of our school, pang-asar kce for students. Like yung 27 units before, 23 na lang. And 4th year, may mga elective courses pa. OUT NA ANG FEASIB unlike dati meron. I don`t know what to choose pagdating sa mga subjects and i don`t know if yun ang ifo-follow namin. Hay school.

So "they" planned to have an orientation on monday, ayoko. =) hahaha. i wish i could get my ass off there and meet freshman and trying to convince them to join our org. HAHAH im a lazy person, ya know? i`m not into those kinds of things. hehe. convincing people, ya right? ill let them do their work. goodluck though. New freshmen, new trainees.

X.

Habang nagloload ako ng videos sa My Soju, naisipan kong magfacebook, although facebook is really boring nowadays. Kawawang facebook. :) And so my stalking continuesssss. :> I SAW MY ALLTIME CRUSH named X. Gosh, he got a big body now, i mean muscles men! =)) MUSCLES. he`s buff. Oooooh! More pogi points for me.

Well, he is a senior at my highschool and a drummer for their own band. Kaibigan siya ng syota ng kaibigan ng kaibigan ko. HAHAH Annnnnoo daw? :) Anyway, he looks so handsome now, plus the fact that he`s buff, showing off that muscles. Ayyyye. I remember my highschool days where i only got the chance to see him every flag ceremony. I THINK HE KNOWS ME. kce when we are checking some papers, i got mine and he corrected it and write "HI." at the back of my paper. OOOOOH MY GODDD> too bad i lost that paper, but the memories keeps in my heart. :"> and i only see him every recess. Awww, pero my day completes whenever i see him. Haaay bakit ganun, kinikilig ako. HAHHA

PERO SILA PA ATA NUNG J. Ewan, sana hindi. Sa UE na siya, pero sana talaga wala na siyang babae. Sana makita nya ako. HAHAHAH JK. =)) hes so pogi talaga. as in. In a relationship stat nya pero don`t think so. ang tagal na kce nun, sila pa din? No no. =))

Sana magkita man lang kmi minsan, magkasalubong. :> <3 

FS.

Hell yeah, i`ve revive my fs account. HAHAHA so funny. i have to click the forgot my password button. I am really smart. Boo yah, well, matignan mga mga older comments, 2009 yung last. HELLO? =)