Ever felt na parang you need time to make up with your other friends kasi parang lagi mo nang kasama yun iba mong friends? Well, that me here. Hahah. The thing is, I put all my time dun sa kabila na hindi ko napapansin na nawawala na sila sa akin and I don't want that to happen and as much as I wanted to be with them, dun naman wrong timing. I hate making excuses na lang palagi kasi feeling ko nagsasawa na din sila makinig ng mga excuses ko :( I hate that super kaya minsan nahihiya na din akong magsabi sa kanila. As much as I wanted to be with them, sumasablay naman yung isa. Minsan nga yung time ko para sa sarili ko nawawala na :( Time management, the biggest issue in my life. I posted nga sa twitter ko, If you can have 48 hours in a day, how will you spend it?
Ako, di ko alam. HAHAHA Honestly.Too much time eh? Di ko talaga alam pero one things for sure. I'll spend it with the people I love. Kdot. Hahaha. Drama much noh? Ewan ko pero parang Im too emotional tonight, parang parang parang...... ewan. Hahaha. Minsan di ko na maintindihan tong sarili ko eh, minsan siguro peer pressure, hormones, etc. HAHAHAHA
That's it. I wanna share my thoughts lang :) :) Another post is on the wayyyyyyy..................zzzz
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Buhay single.
Sometimes, I wonder.. is there someone who will love me forever besides God? Sometimes I wonder, I wanna give my all to Him and just let it be.....
Minsan sabi nila, oo masaya maging single, nagagawa mo lahat ng gusto mo di'ba? No boundaries. Freedom kumbaga, pero tinatanong ko din ang sarili ko, masarap ng may nagmamahal sayo diba? Someone who you can call mine.Morning and night texts, kisses, hugs, holding hands. The feeling of being loved. WONDERFUL IS'NT IT? Yes. OO. Of course.
Mahirap mang aminin, NBSB ako and I don't look at it as a bad way kasi I have friends and family. I have experiences and trials that can make me as a strong person na in the future, I'll handle things in a very smooth way. No regrets and no mistakes. I've had flings whatsoever pero I don't count them kasi I want a relationship where we can be friends or lovers at the same time. Oo, Ive been inlove before and sometimes, love isn't enough for me. In a person like me a super busy and minsan makakalimutin. I don't like people na hinahawakan ako sa leeg or something. Haha. OA ko ba?
Tinatanong ng friends ko, bakit daw wala akong boyfriend? SERIOUSLY, SAKIN MO YAN ITATANONG. HAHAHA Sagot ko na lang, ewan ko. K. Pero seriously, sa akin mo talaga itatanong yan? Nakaka-gago lang infairness. Hahaha. Ano yan, isang tanong na kaya kong sagutin and iexplain?
I don't hate people na nagtatanong ng ganun kasi ako rin napapatanong sa sarili ko. I don't believe in such fairytales, I think that stupid! Talaga. Hahaha. Pero I wish I have a prince charming.
Sabi nila..."Maganda naman sya pero bakit wala syang boyfriend?" People asked. Hahaha. Sagot ko jan, "Ibang level kasi ang beauty ko eh." Gusto mo yun?! Hahaha. De, di ko talaga alam ang sagot.
As of now, I wanna focus muna sa mga bagay na gusto kong i-accomplish. Sa mga bagay na gusto ko munang gawin bago magnobyo, magpakasal at magka-anak. Maaccomplish ko toh. paminsan lang sa buhay. At gusto ko, pag dumating si Mr. Right, no turning back na. First and last kumbaga. I do believe in perfect marriage and Mr. Right. May mga taong katulad ko and I don't feel ashamed about this. Sabi nga sa quotes... GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT.
Minsan sabi nila, oo masaya maging single, nagagawa mo lahat ng gusto mo di'ba? No boundaries. Freedom kumbaga, pero tinatanong ko din ang sarili ko, masarap ng may nagmamahal sayo diba? Someone who you can call mine.Morning and night texts, kisses, hugs, holding hands. The feeling of being loved. WONDERFUL IS'NT IT? Yes. OO. Of course.
Mahirap mang aminin, NBSB ako and I don't look at it as a bad way kasi I have friends and family. I have experiences and trials that can make me as a strong person na in the future, I'll handle things in a very smooth way. No regrets and no mistakes. I've had flings whatsoever pero I don't count them kasi I want a relationship where we can be friends or lovers at the same time. Oo, Ive been inlove before and sometimes, love isn't enough for me. In a person like me a super busy and minsan makakalimutin. I don't like people na hinahawakan ako sa leeg or something. Haha. OA ko ba?
Tinatanong ng friends ko, bakit daw wala akong boyfriend? SERIOUSLY, SAKIN MO YAN ITATANONG. HAHAHA Sagot ko na lang, ewan ko. K. Pero seriously, sa akin mo talaga itatanong yan? Nakaka-gago lang infairness. Hahaha. Ano yan, isang tanong na kaya kong sagutin and iexplain?
I don't hate people na nagtatanong ng ganun kasi ako rin napapatanong sa sarili ko. I don't believe in such fairytales, I think that stupid! Talaga. Hahaha. Pero I wish I have a prince charming.
Sabi nila..."Maganda naman sya pero bakit wala syang boyfriend?" People asked. Hahaha. Sagot ko jan, "Ibang level kasi ang beauty ko eh." Gusto mo yun?! Hahaha. De, di ko talaga alam ang sagot.
As of now, I wanna focus muna sa mga bagay na gusto kong i-accomplish. Sa mga bagay na gusto ko munang gawin bago magnobyo, magpakasal at magka-anak. Maaccomplish ko toh. paminsan lang sa buhay. At gusto ko, pag dumating si Mr. Right, no turning back na. First and last kumbaga. I do believe in perfect marriage and Mr. Right. May mga taong katulad ko and I don't feel ashamed about this. Sabi nga sa quotes... GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
On the job training.
Thursday while at View Deck....
Benj: Jen, gusto mo magstart na daw tayo ng ojt sa Monday?
Me: WHAT? Monday agad? SIGE SIGE.
(Parehas excited)
Jolina: *via text Ate Jen, pwede na daw po kayo magstart sa monday? Madami din po kasing nagaapply.
Me: Oo sige, allowance ha. Joke!
Me: *via text Mareeeee! Start na daw tayo sa monday ng ojt!
Joice: Yieee go yan mare! (Parehas ulit excited)
MONDAY!
9am. Arrived at PGMC. We talked to Maam Amy, admin supervisor. E tatlo kami, bawal magkakasama. Ako, sa Accounting Dept, Benj sa Billing Dept, Joice sa Admin. Okayyy sige, pakilala keme keme. First job: FILE INVOICE ACCORDING TO DATE. 2 BOXES. Kala mo madali? First thing you should do, remove all the staple, punch it, staple again, put in a card board na may steel fastener. *nasugatan pa ako, binyag! Hahaha. Not to mention 2 boxes ha!! Hirappp pero worth it. Hahaha. 8 hours for our 1st day.
Lunchbreak while at the elevator:
Benj, Joice and Me: NGARAG!! Hahahaha. Literally, tapos twa na lang kami ng twa sa mga experiences namin. Haha. 30 mins lang ang lunch time :)
Back to work:
Had to file those remaining invoices............ felt sleepy. 5 30pm na. Yesss! OUT NA. Tita Shelaine drop us off at Cubao.
I felt really tired pero nung nagwowork kami, we thought na, oh my god is this really it? Ganito na ba yung feeling? Weee parang nakaka tuwa and everything. We felt like professionals. HAHAHAHA 3rd day ko na bukas tho, super haggard and byahe. Sa mandaluyong pa kasi and the only way is through bus and mrt. Hayyy super haggard talaga.
Oh right, imma out muna. Ill tell everything na lang sa next post ko :)
18 units.
So kanina, officially enrolled na akiz and yes, 18 units na lang ako. I was expecting na 24 pa pero thank God talaga. Hahaha. Kasama na dun yung ojt ko :) Last semmmmmm! Ramdam na ramdam ko na. Mabilis na lang yun kasi puro holiday ngayong sem eh. Halloween, Christmas and New Year tapos GRADUATION NAAAAA. I can't waiiiiit!
So ito pla, sa next post ko ikekwento yung ojt ko. Yeeeee!
So ito pla, sa next post ko ikekwento yung ojt ko. Yeeeee!
Toothache.
Siguro isang buwan ng sumasakit tong ngipin ko. Butas na eh. Awww, di ko na keri ang sakit. Ang sakit sa ulo, panga etc. di na ako maka kain ng maayos. Hayyy, mommy punta na tayo sa dentist please. Hahaha. Sobrang sakit na talaga. Gusto kong magpabunot pero bawal kasi sunod sunod ang training. Huhuhuhu. Sarap ipasuntok na lang toh para matanggal eh. Hahaha.Please?!
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Updating...
Hmmmm, what to write eh? So ayun, ojt na ako sa Mondaaaay and enrollment na sa Wednesday ata yun so 6 months to go and I'm fucking ready!!!!! Unting unti na lang. Isang routine na lang...... tapos na. Oh my gooood. I can't wait, k out na ako.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Acads.
Last week was a hectic sched because of the exams, etc etc. Although I have few, I still have trouble reviewing because.... inuna ko yung Skins. Hahaha!!!! Pero I'm very much confident naman sa mga sagot ko dun. I'm only waiting for the result and next sem is my FINAL SEM in college!!! On March, I hope I will be able to graduate and march at PICC :) :D I'm very much happy about this year! :)I'm very much EGGZOITED.
For the mean time, I will wait for the result. I wish all my grades are high, kahit 3.0 okay na! :) *fingers crossed
For the mean time, I will wait for the result. I wish all my grades are high, kahit 3.0 okay na! :) *fingers crossed
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Skins.
Skins is a British teen drama that follows the lives of a group of teenagers in Bristol,South West England, through the two years of sixth form. Its controversial storylines have explored issues such as dysfunctional families, mental illness (such as eating disorders), adolescent sexuality, substance abuse and death. The show was created by father-and-son television writers Bryan Elsley and Jamie Brittain for Company Pictures,[1] and premiered on E4 on 25 January 2007.[2] The show went on to be a critical success as well as a ratings winner within its target demographic. As an ongoing drama series, Skins is atypical in that it replaces its primary cast every two years. In 2009, producers announced a Skins film was being discussed, but as of 2012 announcement of the show's cancellation, nothing has come of these plans. A specially-commissioned final seventh series is set to broadcast in 2013 which will feature the three casts from its 2007–12 run.[3] The show's name comes from therolling papers of joints known as "skins"
What I love about this show is they are real. It's like watching a reality show, no scripts. And they tackle the most sensitive issues of our generation. I first saw this at MTV and since we have no cable, I let Queenie download it for me. Isn't she awesome? Hahaha. I'm currently at Season 4. Casts have changed, stories have changed but they are still skins :) :)
What I love about this show is they are real. It's like watching a reality show, no scripts. And they tackle the most sensitive issues of our generation. I first saw this at MTV and since we have no cable, I let Queenie download it for me. Isn't she awesome? Hahaha. I'm currently at Season 4. Casts have changed, stories have changed but they are still skins :) :)
Choose.
As we compete for finals, we can add more members and when this happen, we need more practice. Coach Aye said that if we got into finals, we will change the routine and I smell major reconstruction. Hahaha. But kung tatanungin ako, I would rather choose boys over girls. Kung pwede nga lang may matanggal, magtatanggal ako pero unfair naman yun sa kanila diba? Well.... tsk!
The One Battle That Counts!
FINALLY!
Finally! With our batch, Groove One will compete for finals in the most anticipated dance competition of the year, the Skechers Streetdance Battle 8!!! Finally, after 4 years of competing, we can now say that we will battle for the finals. What happened was:
Morning, Chix and I was at PICC Forum to attend the Ultra Mega Expo, I received a call from Miss Nas of Skechers, I didn't answer it because my phone wasn't in my pocket when she called. Chix received a call from Paul. At first, di pa sila magkaintindihan kasi it was super loud sa venue kaya she go to the CR to talk to him. The moment she returns, sinabi agad nya yung news. Sabi nya "Jen, pasok tayo!". Ako naman: "SAAN?" Kala ko Crissa kasi I was expecting na may result agad. Sabi nya, "SKECHERS, JEN PASOK TAYO." Ako: WTFFFF!?WEH?... Then we rushed into the restroom to shout! HAHAHAHA Pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga promo girl dun. Then we headed na agad sa booth tapos ayun na, SIGAWAAAAN NAAAA.
Moment later................ Status update, PMs, mentions. Ang dami! Bilis ng balita! :) :)
Hayyyyyyyy til the last moment na magkakasama kami. WE ARE ALL SMILING. Kaya ngayon, we are still waiting for Crissa! Sana makapasok kami para sa mga bago :) Gift ko na lang sa knila yun eh kasi I know they have something in them na masyado silang dedicated and motivated para sumayaw!
SARAP SA FEELING, SALAMAT LORD! Wala na akong masabi sa lakas namin sayo :)
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Just say it.
If you want it, say it. Don't hesitate.I'm not Sherlock Holmes, for I need to find answers. You know I like it too, so why are you not telling it to me.
Beginning.
Sa simula ganyan pero the next thing you know is inlove ka na sa kanya. Uhuuuum, be careful baby. You and your friends are into the same man. Baka magkasakitan lang kayo :) Just a friendly advice, oryt?
Being close to anymore is like having your favorite tv show and chips. Heaven, isn't it? But be aware of those people around you. You may not know that you are hurting them. Try not to be insensitive. Friends are friends. You don't have to be cruel or selfish.
Being close to anymore is like having your favorite tv show and chips. Heaven, isn't it? But be aware of those people around you. You may not know that you are hurting them. Try not to be insensitive. Friends are friends. You don't have to be cruel or selfish.
Thursday, October 4, 2012
How do you feel?
Let me ask you a simple question: HOW DO YOU FEEL IF SOMEONE SO CLOSE TO YOU LIKE A FRIEND, LEFT YOU IN THE MIDST OF SOMETHING? Huh. A hard one isn't it?
A hard question to answer. Do you know the answer? Share it to me. Hahaha. No I'm not bitter. I'm a friend who is being confused of what went wrong or frustrated because am I one of the reason why did this happen.I'm saying this because I am hurt.Period.
Worst feeling, isn't it? Yes. I feel that right now.
A hard question to answer. Do you know the answer? Share it to me. Hahaha. No I'm not bitter. I'm a friend who is being confused of what went wrong or frustrated because am I one of the reason why did this happen.I'm saying this because I am hurt.Period.
Worst feeling, isn't it? Yes. I feel that right now.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Dance.
Sept 29. Our Skechers leg at SM Fairview. ANG LAYOOOOO NG FAIRVIEW HA. Infairness. Hahaha. We arrived at the venue 11pm ata yun. I am the streetstyler and Chix is the freestyler. yeah.
4pm. The tension is getting higher. Music are louder. Heart is pounding. Pang anim kami. 2nd batch. Oh my goooood talaga.We got on to the stage. Music starts to play. 4 minutes is done and Thank you Lord.
Even though we didnt get in, we received many good comments from our audience. We even made new friends. That's the good thing about events. Same interest, same people. I am proud of my team. The people around me is just sooooooo amazing. I can't complain anymore. I am more than blessed.
4pm. The tension is getting higher. Music are louder. Heart is pounding. Pang anim kami. 2nd batch. Oh my goooood talaga.We got on to the stage. Music starts to play. 4 minutes is done and Thank you Lord.
Even though we didnt get in, we received many good comments from our audience. We even made new friends. That's the good thing about events. Same interest, same people. I am proud of my team. The people around me is just sooooooo amazing. I can't complain anymore. I am more than blessed.
I miss updating.
Over the week, Ive recieved something cool from my friend Grace, it's an OPERA MINI pero with a net. My phone naman kasi is not pwede pag Wi Fi. So, ang laki ng pasalamat ko sa kanya kasi nabigyan nya ako. Parehas pa kami ng unit ng phone, perfect isn't? Kaya since then, everyday na akong online sa Facebook and Twitter. Not only twitter ha. Google and Tumblr pa. Gusto mo yun. Dinaig ko pa mga android phone and I don't think I can swap this. HAHAHAHA. Kayaaa super thank you kay Grace! :* :*
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