Sad playlist.

When you're feeling down, confused, heart broken or you just want to feel the warmth of listening to medleys. Here's my playlist to share with you guys. I listen to medleys everyday because I love the meaning of every lyrics. I love how they were sung by my favorite artist. Or whenever I want to emote and bring back memories, either happy or sad memories. And yes, I choose these songs because of its lyrics and meaning. So, here we go.

1. Fix You - Coldplay.
                                 This song to me is just heart melting, the voice of Chris Martin, coldplay's vocalist is just soothing. Plus the meaning of some is something you can write on your notebook and this is just the perfect song for every person who is feeling so worthless and down, this song will enlighten their feeling.

2. Yellow - Coldplay.
                                Another one from Coldplay, Aww men, I just love them super. I love this song especially when it's an acoustic version. The song, the song, very soothing. And yes, it is very LSS-ing.

3. Perfect - Jason Derulo
                               Although it is an RNB song, every beat of it is very touching. I remember one day, I got so down and I listen to this song, I got teary eyed. Awww, VERY EMOTIONAL. Hahahah! "I'll never be perfect, I'll never cool, I'm always be nothing, unless when im not with you."


4. I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz
                             I just love Jason Mraz. This is his new single, the moment I heard this song, tears pour into my face. Not only he mentioned how God is being there for us, he mentioned the feeling of not giving up. GIVING UP IS NOT AN OPTION.

5. Back To December - Taylor Switft
                            Every Taylor Swift song represent a memory she can't forget. She will make a song for that memory and this is the one I'm loving. With my experience, I have a thing on December and it didn't turned out so well, that's why I'm relating to this song.

6. White Horse - Taylor Swift
                           I've listen to this song over a hundred times already and I can say this is too personal for her. Having a fairy tale relationship is just fantasy and you, yourself can only make a long term relationship like a fairy tale. Prince Charming are not real but you can make one.

7. Science and Faith - The Script
                          I've mentioned The Script here in my blog and their songs are superb. Danny's voice is unforgettable. Super super. I love their songs.

8. The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
                        YOU CAN NEVER GO WRONG WITH THE SCRIPT. Try this, this is their first single. :)

9. Only The Young - Brandon Flowers
                       Although he is not in the The Killers here, he still have the charisma. Haha! I love his song. Super fan."Only the young can break away."


AND LASTLY.


10. It Will Rain - Bruno Mars
                       AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my husband! HAHAHA Out of all the songs he created, this is the one! I love his voice, if only I can marry him, I WILL MARRY HIM. I'm LSS to this song over a hundred times already, his voice is suiting my ears. I love him so much. I feel like princess when I hear this, like he's serenading me. Awwwww! :"> "There'll be no sunlight if I lose you baby."


THERE! I've shared you my sad playlist, next time I'll post some of my wild playlist. HAPPY LISTENING! :)

When you tell me you're....

Hello. Midterms exams are up and i'm here writing.Great! Well, the feeling of writing/blogging is superb. I don't know why pero it seems to become a routine now. parang all i want is write, whenever I am just bored or inspired to do it. Hmmm, what to talk about?

"There's always a song in your playlist that you can never delete."

And that is, SAY IT AGAIN, by Marie Digby. Here's the video. Say It Again by Marie Digby

This sing represent every girl who wanted to be loved, who is inspired. And the feeling of having someone by surprise and hearing those sweet words. The feeling of inlove. Since Valentines is coming, (shet, uso ba sakin yun?) Let's spread love through music. Listen to this and you will feel the same way.

Pa-hula naman oh.

Matagal ko ng gustong magpa-hula. Last time kasi, hinulaaan ako ni Kenneth pero mahapyaw na hula lang nya yun. Sabi nya hindi daw 2011 ang taon ko para sa lovelife pero madaming mangyayari. Anembang na aunti? HAHAHA Kelan dadating yun ha.

So, huntingin ko si Cabal, manghuhula daw sya eh. IKAW ANG MAGBABASA NG PALAD KO. #meganun?

Thank you!

Special thank you to Stephanie Puse for listening to my non sense. :) Thank you, finally I can open up to other people. Ang taas ng trust ko sayo anti ha. Sama ka daw sa kasal ng tito ko sabi ni Mama. Gusto mo yun? :) Probinsya ne nemen! :""""""> Mag leave ka ha. 2-3 days ata yun. Sama natin si Benj? =))))) Excitedddd na me.

Also to Imee Flores, kahit hindi mo toh nababasa, mababasa mo toh sa future. Pag natuklasan mo na toh. HAHAHA =))))

Goodnight senyoooo :>

Opportunities.

How to say this? HMMMM. A big question mark. It's been in my mind since last week. I dont want to say anything about it since I don't usually open to other people, I've decided to write it here.

Opportunities are given to those who deserve it. PERO PAANO NAMAN AKO? Damn it. I'm longing for something that can happen to me. I super duper want it to happen but why how come it isn't for me after all.

"BAKIT PA AKO MAGTATRY KUNG ALAM KONG IKAW DIN ANG MAKAKAKUHA?" Fuck lang di'ba? What's with the effort? Kaya minsan ayoko ng magtry.

What's the use. Sometime, I FEEL LIKE USELESS and UNAPPRECIATED. Blank.

19th!

Last January 25, I celebrated my 19th birthday together with my family and friends. Most especially with G1. They give me gifts and unexpected surprises. :) having these kinds of friends makes your life happier and fuller. I want to give thanks to them for making my birthday happy again. Its been my 2nd birthday celebration together with them. Also, thank you to ever loving EGB for giving me a surprise visit. NASURPRISE TALAGA AKO!

Special mentions:

• Stephanie, thank you for the wonderful gift! Nasurprise kami ni Benj ha. Di ko inexpect. And sa March, tayo'y magsasama uli.Alam mo yan teh!
• Ate tash, thank you sa gift. Ang cute ng dedication mo! :) Pretty as always. 
• Mga mare kong Clarissa, Joice and Faith. Thank you for planning these surprises. As always mga mare. the best kayo eh.
• Benj! SALAMAT SA PAG KAIN HA. :)
• Nikka and Ivy. Salamat sa gift ha. Natouch ako sa letter nyo. :) Kayo na!
• Imee. Salamat sa pag punta, ang bangis mo ha. Ikaw lang invited na bago. Neks nemen! :)
• G1 FAMILY. THANK YOU SO MUCCCCCCHHHH. I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSS <3 <3 <3
• Sa mga nag sulat, thank you for wonderful messages, na-touch ako ng bongga! :)
• EGB family, salamat sa pag-alala ha! Mehel ke keye. <3
• Mama and Daddy, salamat po for having my handa kahit ayaw nyo. I LOVE YOU GUYS <3 

PHOTOS:

Dedications. :*

From Steph and Ate tash.

Post from G1 page. ganda ng message ha. :) Infairness.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

it's back bitches!

Hmmm. I dont know how to make kwento of this pero a lot of people have already notice this kind of actions. This involves many people and I dont want to name them. Hehe. I just want to write this. Bat ba! :)

Hmmm, how to start this? Ill write in tagalog na lang. Hahaha. Para kasing bumabalik yung dati naming ayaw sa grupo. Yung may extra affection yung mga lovers lalo na pag may training or simpleng gathering lang. Parang nakaka-asiwa kasi syempre hindi naman lahat may lover sa group diba. Hindi naman masamang magpakita ng ganun kaso kasi parang nakaka-ilang sa tao na nakakakita ng ganun. Oo, okay lang naman na ganun kaso sana bawasan na. Hahaha. Parang nakaka-ilang talaga. Wow ha, kami na nailang. hehehe. Matagal na yang natanggal eh tapos bumalik. Tssss. Sana maging aware naman sa mga feelings ng taong nasa paligid nyo. Tsssss. Im not saying na ipagbawal pero sana BAWASAN. Hahaha. Keme sa may nagkikiss na parang walang tao sa paligid. HAHAHA Natawa ako dun ha, alam na yan! Kaya pag kami-kami yung magkakasama, hindi maiwasang mapag usapan. Ayaw sana naming pag usapan eh kaso nagiging trending na sya eh. HAHA Trending? Siguro twitter.

Yun, please. Paki-BAWASAN. :) Salamat!

Mom said.

So my birthday is near and I've decided to have a tattoo as a gift kaso no for mom. Boooo! Hindi daw kasi pwedeng magdonate ng blood pag may tattoo.

What if Mom and Daddy will need it? Crap. I want to donate blood for them. So, Ive decided, Ill have it in 3 to 5 years :) I WILL WAIT

Look Alike.

I finished the DVD of Love You, starring Rainie Yang and Joseph Chang. super kilig ako. HAHAH =))) the story is nice, lot of twists.

AND SO, why did I put Look Alike as my title? Kasi naman, there's a friend of mine na super kahawig ni Joseph Chang. As in, para silang kambal. HAHA Super kamukha pa. The face, the voice. AHAHAH Super naaalala ko sya.

Classmate ko sya nung 4th year kami. Naging close kami kasi parang kami yung naglead ng way nila to good. Hehe. Gusto mo yun? Kasama kong naging close ung iba nyang friend. I'm glad naging friends kami. In a short time, parang nakilala ko na sya ng matagalan. :)

Sa simpleng message lang, napapangiti mo ako. Hihihi Kelan kaya tayo magkikita? :)

Rock Band Unplugged.

Rock Band Unplugged is an expansion of the Rock Band series of music video gamesreleased for the PlayStation Portable. The game is developed by Backbone Entertainment in conjunction with Harmonix Music Systems and is distributed by MTV Games and Electronic Arts. The game was released in North America and Europe on June 9, 2009.

The core game is functionally similar to the note-matching gameplay of Harmonix' previous titles, Frequency and Amplitude, with the player responsible for playing all four instruments—lead and bass guitar, drums, and vocals—using the Portable's controls. Game modes are similar to Rock Band's, and the soundtrack includes a number of songs that have already been a part of the Rock Band series. Additional tracks will be a time-limited exclusive toUnplugged before they are released as downloadable content for the console games. The game supports the addition of new songs that can be purchased through the PlayStation Store.

Rock Band Unplugged, in addition to being released separately, was also released as part of a "Limited Edition Entertainment Pack" that also includes a Rock Band Unplugged-branded PSP, a 4GB memory card, and a voucher to download the movie School of Rock.^[1] A voucher for an exclusive 5-song demo of "Rock Band Unplugged" that is compatible with downloadable content is included with the PSPgo.^[2]

Last Christmas, my mom bought a second hand PSP from my cousin. It was a gift for Christmas. She immediately said that she wanted it because if you buy from a outlet store, it'll cost around 8k. And so, she bought it.

The next day, Ive downloaded tons of games including AUDITION Portable, Zuma, I Stole My Princess, Taxi Fare,etc. These are good games, although the PSP already had some games before. And so last week, I passed through an cellphone, psp repair blah blah shop, whatever. Hehehe I saw PSP games download and so I ask for the price, the counter boy said 100 pesos for 4 games, if you get 6 games, the 2 mini games will be free. So I grabbed it already. Good thing, I remember agad yung Rock Band coz I find it hard to find in the net. And so I downloaded it as well as Crash of the Titans and some other mini games.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I love the Rock Band already. I got so excited, I didnt eat my dinner. Hehehe :) I love it supppperrrr. At first you will think that it's hard to play but its not. There are tutorials and stuff that you can choose. And so I plug my earphone on and start playing................

Take my hand and we''ll make it else whereeee, ohhhhh livin' on a prayer

HAHAHA First song, Livin On a Prayer by Bon Jovi. I never thought that I would actually love this song. You see, everytime I play this, I can feel that I'm a rockstar. SINO BANG HINDI GUSTO MAGING ROCKSTAR. Diba? :) I feel the beat in my ears and the music just suits my mood. I love it suppperrr. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, my band name is POPCARAMELORN. HAHA WHY? Because while playing it, I am eating a caramel popcorn. Hehe. :) Good name huh? :) I super love this game and I will play it over and over again :)

Relationships.

Hindi sa pipigilan kita. Pero sana isipin mo yung mga taong nakasama mo nung panahon na mag isa ka lang. Ang relasyon sa isang kaibigan, hindi matutumbasan ng kahit anong monthsary o anniversary sa mahal mo.

Sa panahon na natuklasan mo yung mga totoong kaibigan, masaya ka at parang wala iniisip kung hindi ang mag-gala, magkwentuhan ng buong araw kasama ang kaibigan mo. Pero bakit ngayon, mas iniisip mo pa yung lakad ng ibang tao kesa sa lakad ng kaibigan mong niyaya ka? Dati, gusto mong tagong tago ang relasyon mo pero bakit ngayon, konti na lang ibroadcast mo sa radyo lahat ng gusto mong sabihin at magpagawa ng billboard sa EDSA para sa mga gusto kong sabihin. Dati, nilihim mo lahat. Pero bakit ngayon, lantaran na. Sinabi pa sayo na bawal, yet anong ginawa mo? Oo, hindi mali ang pagmamahal pero tandaan mong wag mong ipapagpapalit ang relasyon mo sa ibang tao kesa sa magulang mo.

Darating ang panahon na mapupunta ka sa mga kaibigan mo kasi iiwanan ka nya. Dadating ang panahon na pupuntahan mo ang kaibigan mo dahil wala sya. Magsaya ka dahil nanjan sya pero wag mong ipakita na hindi mo kayang mabuhay ng wala siya ksi eventually, magagawa mo din yun. Madaming tao sa mundo, hindi mo kailangang gawing siya ang mundo mo.

Lasapin mo ang bwat oras na kasama mo sya pero tandaan mong may hangganan din ang lahat.

Hindi ko sinasabing pigilan mo pero sana isipin mo yung katagang, "may oras at panahon para sa mga bagay bagay".

Life is unfair.

Life is truly unfair. Blessings are only given to those who deserved it? HOW ABOUT US? Awwwwww.

The moment I received an awful text from someone saying blah blah blah. I was blown away and started to cry. Why? Why? Why? It runs through my head every single second of the night. I was devastated by the news. My dream became a dead rose. My dream became someone's dream. Why is it always have to be?

Before I come to think that it's okay to be that way. Always, always. But since yesterday, I asked myself, why is it have to be..? Is my perseverance, patience, hard work isn't enough? Totally useless, because in this case, I never got the chance of my life. Always.... I never got chosen. I never caught the attention. Why is it always have to be....?

My confidence became low. It comes to a point that I don't wanna do it anymore. I have no interest about it anymore, I became a person without ambition. Maybe I don't deserve it at all? I don't deserve anything?

Maybe there's a hope, for those who deserve it? Awwwwwwww. I feel so empty and uninspired. I'm not jealous, I am mad with myself not doing it. I slip away the chance. I super hate myself.

All I want is a atleast one-day fame, compare to .... ... had lots of it.

Perfectionist.

Perfectionism, in psychology, is a belief that a state of completeness and flawlessness can and should be attained. In its pathological form, perfectionism is a belief that work or output that is anything less than perfect is unacceptable. At such levels, this is considered an unhealthy belief, and psychologists typically refer to such individuals as maladaptive perfectionists. Perfectionists can suffer anxiety and low self-esteem. Perfectionism is a risk factor for obsessive compulsive personality disorder, eating disorders, social anxiety, social phobia, body dysmorphic disorder, workaholism, self harm, substance abuse, and clinical depression as well as physical problems like chronic stress, and heart disease. Narcissism can be considered as a self-perceived form of perfectionism - "an insistence on perfection in the idealized self-object and the limitless power of the grandiose self. These are rooted in traumatic injuries to the grandiose self."

I don't like perfectionist. Kaya ka nga nagpapractice diba? Naman, i-consider mo naman yun teh. Masyado kang madaming sinasabi eh. O sige ikaw na. Oo, okay yung pagsasabi mo ng ganito or ganyan pero dapat lagi? Wala akong paki kung anong tawag nila sayo. HAHA Hindi kita innaway ha, sana ilugar mo yan. Nagpapakilala ka na ata ngayon. :) Alam mo yun teh? HAHAHA Chill ka, kaya nga may ibang taong nakapwesto na dapat gumawa ng gusto mo eh. Kaya nga may..... eh. Isa-isa lang sa pagsabi ng mga ganito ganyan ha. Di naman kita pinagbabawalan eh, pero sana wag palaging ganyan. Hindi ka perfect, hindi kami perfect, kaya umayos ka. Good dayyy! ;) Sa mga nakabasa naman nito, please shut your mouth. Hindi toh tabloid na pwede nyong pagchismisan. HAHAHA Joke lang yun. :) :) :)

Practice makes perfect.

Showtime 2012

Last Jan 4, 2012 Groove One performed at Showtime Campus Clash 2012. We battle for 50,000 and a chance to perform for weekly finals. We battle against UE Street Warriors and Antipolenos. In such good competition, we didn't ask for any chance of winning, we are afraid we can loose. But God has given us a answered prayer, WE WON. We received good comments from the judges, good scores. Btw, this is our score.

we got 10, 9, 9 and 10 from Gretchen Fulido,

Jhong Hilario, Gab Valenciano and Lauren Young.

Kuya Kim, Jugs and Teddy. 

Vhong, Anne, Karylle and Billy. Vice isn't there

because his lola died. Aww. 

Here is a photo of Dean Addatu, capture in a screen at Showtime.

This is from PSBA Freedom Square, they held a live stream there.

Our dearest supporters! :) Sorry for epic faces. :D

A photo with Maam Grace from Showtime. THANK YOU MAAM GRACE.

And this is the photo when Gab Valenciano said that we guys got SWAG

and he like our group. Hehehe! Cheers to that.

Some photos are posted in Facebook, you might wanna check it out. Once again, Thank you to those who support us. God be the Glory!

Happy Birthday, Ma!

This is my lovely mother, Terry Pascua. Today is her birthday. And all i want to say is, I LOVE YOU. Even though I don't say it out aloud. You know I love youuu <3 Thank you for being there for me and for daddy. We love you so much. You're the best mother in the whole wide world. You are the best of the bestest. All the hardship, trials, happiness, love, hope and faith, you have done it all. You are my role model, You will always be my inspiration to be a great mother someday. I will take a good care of you till forever.

 We love you, ma! :* Mwa mwa mwa. 

Little notebook.

Later in the afternoon, Faith and I go to Trinoma to check some things. And I found this!

isn't cute?

"A friend is one who comes to you

when all others leave."

Gusto mo yun? HAHAHA. Since i'm the secretary of G1, kailangan ko ng notebook. And since ayokong may planner, kelangan ko na lang ng ganyan. Binili ko na. :) CUTE!

Regarding on a friend. I have a friend who is somehow jealous of my new friend. Hahaha. Don't know, she is somewhat praning na. But well, you cannot blame her for that, it's cute but sometimes annoying. Hehe. Back to my new friend, she is a newbie in G1 and i'll make her a good dancer. :) Yes! i'll make her my apprentice, ya like that? :"> para may kapalit ako. HAHAHAHA chos!

Btw, also about this another friend, I dont like when they are around. Hehehe. Period! :)

Thank you!

This is a banner made by Supreme Student Council as a gift for Groove One for winning

at Showtime last January 4, 2012.

Isn't it beautiful? Having a huge amount of supporters from your school? Is it worth winning? You give bragging rights to your alma mater.

We, Groove One appreciate every single effort you did. Even the simplest congratulations, goodluck and go is worth listening. We are truly happy to what PSBA showed last January 4, although we did not win the weekly finals. We felt the warmth of your congratulations and greetings. Deep down in our hearts, we know that you guys loved us from the very start. All those UPs and DOWNs gives us strength and courage to continue on to what we believe is right. We are very honored. Again, thank you! :)

Blessings.

Early blessings for 2012. SALAMAT LORD. Bibisita ako sayo bukas ha! Dalhan kita ng rose. :) Malakas ka sakin eh. Ikaw na talaga. Ikaw na! :) Ill post updtaes here pag tapos na. Till the end, support us!

That moment when the last score flashes, our time stops. :)

Love less?

Hmmm. Good evening 2012. :) Year of the Dragon. What's with the title? HAHA It seems na most of my friends are having their love interests. Seems like I'm the only one who got no one. Well, I do actually. More of a crush. Every girl have a crush, right?

My 2012 crushes: :)

• I do have a crush on a boy in our school, he works on the Dean's Office. He looks like Ken. Ahihi, and I find him gwapo. 
• I also have a crush on a singer, well. I do love his voice, and he's kind of pogi. Hehehe. Basta.
• Also, to a boy who have a girlfriend. Well, his girlfriend is not-so-pretty girl. She always have a clip on her hair, up-do hairstyle. What's up with that?
• I still haven't moved on with my past love, tatt boy. <3 well, he got a girlfriend already. Bohooo!

Today, I have a girl textmate, she is a newbie in G1. And my girl friend, Faith have a someone-someone. That someone-someone is a friend of my text mate. MAYBE I CAN ASK FOR ONE. HAHAHA You bet? MAYBE MAYBE.

You see, you don't have to make bilis of your life. I AM YOUNG, I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT. I can be whoever I want. I can be whatever I want. God has a purpose for everything. I know He will give me the one. I know He will lead me to a right guy and a perfect romance, and  ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WAIT.

Maybe, my last boyfriend could be my husband-to-be. <3