They say... hardships are given to those who can overcome it. But how about, when you know you can overcome it, you suddenly can't. Nobody said it was easy. Nobody said it could be so hard.
God gives us such problems to teach us a lesson, not to become bitter but to be better. When you know you can't find a solution, talk to Him and He will give you hope. Stop over-thinking and let Him lead you to answers. Yes, I hope I can find answers.
I want to give up. My mind says yes but my body says no. I mean, that's opportunity right there but I don't seem to get what I want. I am not contented. Felt like I am an underdog, waiting to be kicked out for a small mistake. Ayoko na.
Lord, please guide me :(