Oblivion

ob·liv·i·on

əˈblivēən/

noun

noun: oblivion

• the state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening.

• the state of being forgotten, especially by the public. 

What are the things you are afraid to lose or to be forgotten? Is it an object, a person, a place on a specific event or date?

Me? There are many things that I am afraid to lose. Nothing is permanent. I mean, you will have to lose some of your valuable and loved ones when the time will come. But that doesn't mean you will forget them.

The feeling of being forgotten is maybe one of the most hurtful thing you'll ever encounter.

 

....you're in your 20s

Yes, I'm 21 and it may not seem to be a matured age for a girl but it's not even young. I will never be young again, right? Your age occur only once and you may seem to think you're getting old anyway so why not cherish those moments and find yourself, inside and outside your comfort zone.

Next year, I'm gonna be 22 and after that 23, 24, 25 so on and so forth until I reached the 30s. So I ask myself, what is my plans? Plans for my future.

I've search for some answers in the internet and some of them are really accurate. I'm starting to feel those things and I must say, I will experience all of those one by one.

I don't want to say, I'm getting older but instead I'm becoming matured than ever. Hahahaha. Here comes by bucket list again. 

One person-movie experience.

I had a bucket list. I listed down, watch a movie alone, without a friend or someone to accompany you. ANDYES, I did it. HAHAHAHA

Last Tuesday I watched The Fault In Our Stars alone. At some random cinema house in Cainta. Hahaha and it was really epic. Let me share you that epic moment. Hahahaha.

I got off from work at 4pm. I decided to go to SM Masinag because the showing of TFIOS is on 4 50 time slot. So I reach SM Masinag at 4 45, I still have 5 minuted before the show starts, given the fact that it will air some commercials before the said movie will start. I walked straight to Mcdo to buy a burger meal and Dunkin Donut for a snack. And then, I reach Cineplex. FUCK. The time slot for TFIOS is 4 10. Shit. Total epic. Then the next air time will be 6 50. NAPAISIP ako, if I'd go inside the theater, I will only see half of the movie. So I decided to search the net and found a 4 50 air time in Sta Lucia mall. AHHH so I rushed into the jeepney terminal and woooshhhhh, got off from Sta Lucia.

I walked quickly. Semi run and walk na nga sya. I arrived at the cinema 5 15. Yes!!! Although I didn't catch the opening, but still I got to watch the whole movie. IT WAS GREAT.

I was almost teary-eyed by the whole story line. Plus, Shailene Woodley and Ansel Elgort looks so adorable and so compatible for each other. Hahahahaha

So what movie to watch again? Let's see, there's 22 Jump Street, Dawn of the Planet of the Apes, The Maze Runner and many more.

Atleast I don't have the burden to ask someone out to watch a movie, right? Hahahahah. A very lonesome activity.

June

HI JUNE

Wow. Time really flies. It's June already, next thing we know DECEMBER na naman and it's 2015.

Hahahaha so it's almost half of the year na, what is your plan? My plan........ hmmmm

1. Bring back my fitness drive again. Last 2014, I was nearly satisfied to my  final weigh in which is 52 kg in 27 inches waist. NEARLY SATISFIED, although I did not reach my ultimate weight goal which is 45-50 kg in 25 inches waist. Bummer!! And I've gained so much weight and fat for the whole year since that last weigh in, I've gain almost 5 kg and 2 inches add on my waist. Shit load!! So now, I'm gonna start over again, FRESH AND MOTIVATED. Slowly but surely.

2. Seek new opportunity. So since I'm gonna have my 1 year here in my job, but I'm thinking of looking for another opportunity outside this office. I'm gonna start updating my resume and sending out those resume as soon as possible. Hahahahaha. byerz!!!!

3. Find your true love. Yes, true love can be in any form but seriously, I want someone special already. I'm really hoping for that right moment to come this year. Ugh, #singleproblems

4. Aura-change. I think change can be a little good sometimes, you know? Work for a better you and better personality. Change those who/what destroys you.

5. More blog posts. Hahahahah I have to keep this blog really updated. ugh

That's it. Cheers to JUNE!!!