Overthinking.

Basically what my mind really looks like right now. I'm having these occurrences in my mind na in always thinking about him pero I don't have that beating of heart feeling when he's around. It's not love right? Infatuation I guess?  I really don't understand. Ugh hate this feeling.

I like when he's around. I think of him all the time. That's it. But what is it? Help. Hahahahaha

It's been a long time since I encounter these kinds of events on my mind. I tend not to over think because that leads to expectation and my expectations don't really meet reality and I hate that. I expect and I lose. Should I just go with the flow and let things happen in the right time? Will there be miracle that one day he would really just text me everyday even when I'm not around. Just text and no meet ups, well except for weekends. A miracle wherein I will know how he really feels and we have that the same feelings towards each other. Ugh wow miracle. 

I am fucking confused right now. Uggggghhh help me I can't speak of this in front of my friends. Oh we'll ill just see what will happen. Just like I said go with the flow.

                                       

Facebook is not a diary

Yes, facebook is a social networking site online but seriously you have to post everything there? Oh my crap. It's like it is your personal journal or something. Are you even famous to post such stories online and people will get interested in that? By the way, why not try buying a diary, oh yeah, I heard you're too lazy to do that.

For human's sake, please stop posting nonsense online. I can't help seeing you're post whenever Im online. Funny part is, Im not online everyday but I can still see you're fucking posts. Whether if it's being loved, blessed or something, for human's sake JUST PUT IT IN A DIARY. You really believe those "likes"? Ughhhh idiot!

Fuck, I just wanna unfriend you.

Twerk

Twerk by iamjennypascua featuring a brass ring

Purple shirt
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Ombre jean shorts
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Keds gray sneaker
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Movado black wrist watch
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Maison Martin Margiela brass ring
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Mid knuckle ring
$12 - diva.net.au

Look-a-like

Many people are starting to notice that I somehow looked like Rihanna, like fuck? I dont know, I dont seem to get the idea, sang banda? I mean Rihanna is like the goddess of hotness and everything fabulous. She is the queen. Men and women adore her but no, I dont want that. Hahaha.

Is it a compliment or an insult? Fuck, that is the most hateful word/s I want to hear from a person. I really get irritated or something. Go fetch something else but not me. Go to somewhere or just kill yourself.

I like Rihanna, I really adore her. Hot, beautiful, rich, talented, glamorous. But hell no for me. UGHHHH PISSED