Things I miss the most.

What are the things you miss the most? I guess all of us have the same feeling of longing for that particular idea. Let me share you my thoughts. He he he.

First, since I'm already working and will not be able to come back to school and study again. I miss being a student. Not like today that stress is all over the place and you got to meet different people. While I was studying, my main focus was to graduate. To learn and make that learning useful for my future. I miss having long vacants, hell weeks, petiks mode, non existing project which makes us borrow or get money from our parents, never ending selling of tickets, terror professors, terror classmates (Hahahaha!) and of course your beloved classmates which you've been together since first day of school and shared 4 years of gruesome school stress. Ahhh, I miss that! I really miss that. Although I didn't study at a high end school or university, I must say, I was really grateful I study there because I got to meet the most awesome people in the world.

Second, my dance life. I know I've been blogging about my dance life, I wrote about our competitions outside and inside the school premises but what I miss the most is the experience itself. You have to train real hard like an athlete, almost every day, 2-3 hours a day. Mindset. Swag and confidence. That is where I gained my confidence because back when I was in highschool, I was really shy and quiet but when I started to join my dance group, I gained a hundred percent confidence from it. Have you ever danced in a huge crowd and non of the audience are your friends? You dont even know these people. Hahahaha. Have you ever danced in a coliseum or arena for just 5 minutes and that 5 minute requires full power? Hard isn't it? Hahahahaha. I miss training days where my sweat is equal to the water I drunk the whole day. I miss having costume check where our creativeness shine. I miss having only banana as a power supply for a whole day event. I miss having injuries (well not serious though) and of course I miss our Coach and dance mates. I miss all of them,

I miss having endless leisure, eat-school-sleep-school-dance-leisure. Hahahaha. I don't even know where I got that money to buy those things. I even survived college with minimal funds, well we are not rich. Hahaha.
I thank God for the blessings. I've been in Cavite, Tagaytay, Batangas, and other rural places without an adult supervision. Hahahaha I'm like Dora the explorer. I take is an Jen the Independent. Hahaha.

Ugh, I wish I can just go back in time and do all the things again. Make it right this time. Well, someone said that you have to keep moving forward. You have to move forward so your life can change, it's not always school-dance-school-leisure, you can be unsatisfied and bored with it so you have to add spark in it.

I am really grateful for the experience. I AM REALLY GRATEFUL GOD GIVE THAT TO ME.

I only write this to reminisce. Hahahahah. Nah, I just miss you all, huhuhu.

Pea Brain

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