Ugh.

Im not the type of girl na kayang magpalinlang sa iba. You know karma, it hits you twice!

Inlove, more of confused.

Tinanong ako ni Nimae.... "Inlove ka ba?" Sabi ko, "inlove? Hindi. CONFUSED." 

Di ko alam pero parang ganun na nga. Mahirap yun diba? Matagal tagal ko ding hindi na experience toh. A year na siguro and super nakakamiss. I cannot say na inlove ako kasi...... di ko din alam. Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mong lagi syang kausap pero di mo sya makita. Napapaginipan mo yung isang taong di mo kilala pero yung action dun is tumutugma sa totoong meaning ng dream mo. Lagi kang nag daday dream. Parang di ko na kilala ang sarili ko when it comes to love and relationship, siguro masyadong nalason ang utak ko sa acads, dance and problema. Parang minsan, I don't have the time to think of it anymore. Pero I want to experience it all over again. promise and right now, naguguluhan pa din ako. Nag open na ako sa ibang tao pero i don't seem to know the answer although sinasabi nila na mukha daw akong inlove whatsoever pero di ko talaga alam eh. Pag minsan iniisip ko, BAKA NGA tapos biglang nagiging nega ako kasi keme ganito ganyan. Shitness!!! :| Di na maganda toh, nababaliw na ata ako.

"You want to find your one true love? FIND IT." Malalim pero HOW? Where to start. Nung sinabi sakin ng friend ko na "Alam mo feeling ko, meant to be talaga kayo." HA? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Napatawa lang ako eh, napahalakhak pa nga eh. Gusto mo yun? HAHAHA (tawa ulit.)

I need some time to think. Think things over. Is it love or just infatuation?

Fat to Fit.

Lately, marami ng nakakapansin na pumapayat ako. (parang di naman.) HAHAHAH Oo, keme sexy na daw or whatsoever. Hmmm, alam mo bang secret jan? STRESS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. True!!!!

Di ako nagdidiet. Last diet plan ko ata is nung summer pa. Siguro unbalanced na din kasi ang kain ko since compet season, OJT, unhealthy eating and kung ano ano pa. Pero talaga, di na ako nagsesets like before. Siguro ngayon lang nagpay off lahat ng ginawa ko nung summer. Paano ba kain ko?

Umaga: Kape. 10am, kanin with kape.
Tanghali: 2pm, biscuit.
Gabi: 6pm kanin.

O ayan. Tapos tubig kape tubig kape. Hahahaha. Samahan mo pa ng ojt, paglalakad ng malayo at maagang pag gising. Maganda toh, hahahaha! Nakikita ko din naman sa salamin yung reflection ko at oo, napansin ko nga na pumayat ako. Hahahaha. Is this good thing? Well. Sige lang, HAHAHAHA basta nakaka kain ako ng maayos at may energy. Babawi din ako sa jog, fruits at veggies pag weekends. Buti nga minsan lang ako mgcrave. Haha. yeyyyy! :)))) I like my body na ngayon, I am more confident. Unlike before, mataba na kung mataba. Double chin pa. :))) Maganda toh para sa graduation!! :)) yeyyyy.

Continue lang sagot dito diba? Sige lang :)))

SSDB 8 finals experience

That's how it is.

Last Nov 17, is the much awaited competitions in the Philippines. 32 teams will battle for both high school and college division. And we are proud to say that we are included in the said competition. After 6 or 4 years of competing, we are blessed and we got into finals.

The feeling of it is just extravagant and right now, I'm still being hysterical about it. The moment na nalaman namin, napa talon lang kami sa saya :)))

We got there by a service, our call time is atleast 1 hour early from the blockings time. We got there past 11 na ata. We got into blockings and we did our VTR which will be watch at etc , a month after the competition and I, yours truly is the one who got interviewed. Ayy grabe, ngarag ang ati. Hahaha. Sa sobrang dami kong gustong sabihin, di ko masabi. Hahaha :)))) Bsta panoorin nyo na lang :))))

we got to see different schools like Claret, LSGH, UPLB, Ateneo and of course last year's champs, La Salle and St. Paul Pasig. Ahhhhhhhh, grabe. Seeing them makes you think na sumasayaw talaga tong mga toh? Parang hindi naman. Haha. Rest rest muna :))

7pm, organizers told us that malapit na mag start and so we lined up for the parade, harap namin, LSDC.. ang cool lang pati yung iba kasi pinatugtog yung "Titanium". Nagwala mga teams. Mafefeel mo yung tension, ambience at experience dun :))) NAPAKA SAYA.

Pang 12th kami. We got into the stage. Tapos na. Di ko natayo front walk ko. :( nainjured na si david.  Hayyyy. nakaka sad pero okay lang. this time, I will make it bigtime. Hayyy. Nakaka depress lang pero yaan mo na, mistakes happen and the only thing you can do it, re do it and make sure its better this time.

Napaka sayang feeling ang maka experience ng ganitong mga competition kasi sa ganitong paraan lang, alam mo ng BLESSED ka. NEXT YEAR ULIT!!!! :*

PS Hinihintay ko pa yung pic namin, ifafa frame ko eh. SERYOSO!!!

Ugh.

I'm having weird dreams and I don't know why. I tried to search the meaning of it but it doesn't reflect on what I am feeling inside. Perhaps, I'm a bit confused. I don't know why. Hmm, I have insecurities pero when I think of it, it doesn't represent my dream. Parang iba. Deep down in me, my dream knows whats wrong.

I have this dream.... A big snake crawled above me pero nakapikit ako. I told to my cousin... "Ga, wag kang gumalaw. Wag kang gumalaw." Then the snake keeps on crawling above me. Then there was an old man who bought boom box. I saw different people dancing around the snake and the old man throws water on it and it disappears. WEIRD???! Hahahaha. I tried to look for the meaning and it says... I have hidden problems and it shows power...something like that. Mejo tumatama pero ewan. ANG GULO!!!

Hmmm. I'm really bothered :(( I think ang only way lang is to pray at night and leave all the rest to GOD. Diba? BEST WAYYY!!

Sad :(

Last week, we received a very sad news :( we didn't get in to Crissa finals. I feel bad of course kasi we know that we have a chance and I feel bad for our trainees kasi first time nila yun eh, and you saw the excitement in their eyes. Also para sa ami, we felt that we need to make bawi kasi we didn't do our best last last year. I feel really sad talaga pero who knows, may iba pa palang plan si Lord para sa amin. Diba? Cheer up girls. Irerecommend ko pa din na mag sayaw tayo sa program :))) Pakita natin what G1 girls are made of!! I love you gayssss! :*

Crissa '12

Crissa Elims '12 at Excess Super club Oct 29.

Call time 7am. 9am alis. 10am arrived at Excess, late daw kami?! Hahaha. 2nd team to perform. Judges are AC lalata, Krista Roma at Champ Liu Po. 

AC: Maganda, malakas. Every segment may blockings, gumagalaw sya. My only point is, yung sa whack. Nawawala yung technique. May apat sa inyo na di sure yung facial expression eh.

Krista: Malakas. Katulad nung sabi ni AC, sa lockings naman. May groove kasi dapat :) Also facial expression.

Champ: I like the hairography. Unique sya. Clap clap!

Weeeew! HAHAHA Pero overall, masaya kami that we got to perform it very smooth. Masaya talaga although hindi kumpleto make up namin. HAAHAHA Yun talaga yung inisip?! :) Hihiihiihih Masya ako para sa team. Sa Nov 5 pa ang results eh pero sana makapasok kasi just for the sake of mga bago and also kami. Lahat kami :)))

Nakulangan lang ako sa support. Although buong team naman ang nagsusupport sa bawat isa pero parang kulang. Alam mo yun? Simpleng text lang, it can make a difference pero pag yung iba parang plastik na. Bawal na diba? Matigas ulo mo ha. Hahaha. Anyways, wala na akong makaka gawa dun eh. Nangyari na pero kulang talaga eh. Nakakabawas kaya yun ng drive mo para sumayaw at magperform pero no. Di ka papaapekto dun diba? Huhhhhh! Echos nila. HAHAHAHA

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO TEXTED ME na thank you Ate Jen. Oh my.... natunaw ang heart ko promise kasi syempre, all your hardwork just paid off. Lahat lahat na, pati sigaw moments mo diba? Salamat kasi parang naging malaking part ka dun sa kanila. Naging model ka sa kanila na parang you're the one who is pushing me to go further, at naging Ate ka sa kanilang lahat. Masarap sa feeling! :""""> Hihihih

SA LAHAT NG BAGO, NA GUSTONG MAKA EXPERIENCE ULIT, SA MGA GRADUATING NA GUSTONG GUMANTI SA CRISSA 2010, SA LAHAT NG GUSTONG MAKA FINALS, GO TAYO. PUSH LANGGGGG. NA KAY LORD NAMAN ANG DECISION EH ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS TO TRUST AND BELIEVE <3 end.....="end....." p="p" the="the" until="until">

CRISSA TEAM '12 <3 gaaaaaaaaaaays.="gaaaaaaaaaaays." i="i" love="love" nbsp="nbsp" p="p" you="you">

PS. Ito ata ang pinaka loved kong team <3 p="p">

Oct 31 2012

Had our post birthday celebration for Dan. He just turned 20, i guess? HAHAHA

The original plan was just to eat pero syempre dahil birthday niya, Shakey's ft Starbucks ang peg namin kasi they had a coupon. Buy one take one. Pero di ko gaanong nagustuhan yung kape ko :( Di sana sa lasa ng Starbucks. HAHAHA ANYWAYYYYY, I'm so happy na nakasama ko sila that night super tawa, saya ko nun kasi minsan ko na lang din sila makita diba, effort effort din pumunta. Onga pala, wala kaming gift kay Don Dan (Don kasi mayaman sya. Rich kid ba.), ngayon ko lang naalala. HAHAHA Tapos yun, ang maganda kasi sa grupo kong toh, they never let me feel na iba ako, parang kung ano yung feel ng isa, feel ng lahat. Although nagka issues kami before, we keep on seeing each other for the sake of each other. How nice diba? Although hindi nila ako napapa nood sumayaw, alam nilang magaling ako. Alam mo namang suportado ka kahit di mo sabihin. Saka pag lonely ako or gusto ko silang makita, they make effort pero ako hindi. HAHAHA Joke. I love these kinds of friends, napaka welcoming. Biruin mo ha, 8 years na kaming magkaka kilala. Nadagdagan, nabawasan, kung ano man. MASAYA PADIN KAMI.

* Thank you Don Dan sa pagkain. Sulit ang isang daan ko sayo. Also to Nimae, Tita Neri and JP. Pinasaya nyo talaga ako.

Its nice na may nkikita kang ibang mukha at ambience noh? NAPAKA REFRESHING TALAGA. Oo promise, what's good about this group, masaya, no stress, hindi ako alone,sama sama. Too many words just to describe these friends. Pero sige isa lang, BEST!!!! Hahaha. <3 p="p">