Sunday, July 28, 2013

Where are you my darling?

I miss the feeling of being in love, having that feeling of being pretty for that one special person. I remember, I was in love, uhmmmm 2 years ago? Hahahahaha what the hell what happened to me.

I always pray that he will come at the right time. So right, he can be the longest love I'll ever have. He'll be the longest man I'll ever love. Just imagining him in my mind make me feel super loved. I imagine him as this tall, fair skinned, petite with muscles kind of guy. Cuddling, kissing and feeling young whenever I am with him. He became my Prince Charming.

O lord, I will always pray to you that I will find him sooner or later. Because today, I proclaim I am ready to fall in love again. No more backing down, no more second thoughts, just me wanting to fall in love because it is maybe the time to give myself a reward. A new type of reward. No more thinking of other people's happiness. It is my happiness this time.

Help me find him ❤


Saturday, July 6, 2013

Good to go.

Good to go.

Paul Smith short skirt
paulsmith.co.uk

Wedge sandals
$78 - bianco.dk

H m
$8.97 - hm.com

Maybelline mascara
$25 - nelly.com

Viva La Diva lip stick
$13 - nelly.com

LAIDBACK

LAIDBACK

American vintage
$61 - stun-l.com

Pull&Bear bleached shorts
$34 - pullandbear.com

Michael kors watch
$345 - harveynichols.com

Suede bracelet
elisailana.com

Sweatshirt X Lipstick

To my sister from another family.

I would like to dedicate this post to my sister from another family, Stephanie Puse. Lately, I've seen status updates that are really about bad day or problems. It truly bothers me seeing/reading those posts, most especially I know that you are not with your family there. I felt like you really are alone there and I think you should find your future husband there. Joke! Hahaha. I really missed you crazy woman. I always think of our crazy days, training with you, endless topics and food trips. I really miss you and I can't wait for you to get home.I wonder how is your day there, I mean, how was it being there and not able to spend it with people you value the most. I know its been hard but you're doing it for your family, right? I really miss you. Those 4 word isn't enough to express my true feelings. With this posts, I want to light up your day, smile for a bit and remind yourself, you have us. Us, who wishes you'd be here with us everyday. Us, who wishes to be happy and celebrate every single thing everyday. Us, who wants to talk to you everyday.

In those times that I felt like my world is really falling apart, you were there. You were there to listen to my nonesense feelings, you were there to listen what I have been feeling inside. You were there to listen to my non-ending complaints about life can be so unfair. I, thank you for being a sister/friend/girlfriend/bestfriend/most-lovable person I know.

Don't be sad anymore. Just pray and everything will be alright. You're just a text, call, video call, comment, tweet away from us. We still live under the same sky. I love you and God bless! <3 p="">