You really can't please everybody.

In a world where you are an underdog, it's hard to keep up and make good impressions. You're just starting there but some of them may have stayed there for a year or so.

Ever had that who's-this-bitch-stare, like you've done wrong to them when in fact you're there to learn and work, not to be underestimated. Like fuck,yeah?

Do I need to dress up like someone else to gain confidence? No. Do I have to show a different side of me to gain respect? No. And do I have to smile to those unfriendly ones? No.

Wait till I show you my true self. You will not bring me down with your fucking stares. I don't care if your pretty, rich, smart or spoiled, I AM NOT DUMB. You can go lure someone else but not me. Not me.

I don't fucking care. We have our own stations, you go to own and start working hard.

How's my day?

EXHAUSTING. Literal, first two days are like pasakit sa ulo, paa, sikmura, mata. LAHAT NA pero worth it ksi at the end of the day, I still came home na okay ang araw ko, I mean, di ako napaalitan and yet may natutunan pa ako :)

Contented naman ako ngayon sa anong meron ako as long as Im enjoying it. I really adore our designers. Ang galing nila. Bow down! Gusto kon maka experience ng ganun. Sana may magturo sa akin dun. Hihhihh :"""> Sana talaga.

Indeed. God is GOOD.

GOOD NEWS:

                                                      I AM EMPLOYED.

Yes, you read it right. I AM OFFICIALLY AN MARKETING ASSISTANT for a brand of clothing here in Philippines. I got interviewed last Thursday and luckily I got the job. Pat on the back right there. Hahahaha. I am so happy and fulfilled. I will make my dreams come true, one by one.

First, I would save for Dad's bike or cellphone. Second, give Mom a whole body treatment by the use of my salary. More of a date with her. Hahaha. Third, apply for a internet connection at home. Fourth, buy myself a external hard drive. I will be the happiest kid in the world.

I would like to thank GOD for this opportunity. Sobrang ang tagal kong hinintay toh. WORTH THE WAIT. Grabe lang yung saya ko. And nakaka-amazed yung dream ko. Infairness. Also to my parents, na hindi nag give up sa akin. Always there to cheer me up.

I will look forward in working with all of you. I am Jen Pascua, at your service. HAHAHA

JUNE

Wow, June na! Time really flies when you're enjoying it? Nahhh. Hahaha. Another school year for my juniors in Groove One and EGB. Good luck guys, some of you will be graduating soon and I wish you all the best. Yieeee :))

Anyway, I'm really trying to be cheerful nowadays. I mean, I tried to not over think, and pray as well. Prayers are the strongest weapon I have. I have trust in my Lord. Alam naman nya kung ano yung gusto ko eh, Siya na bahala.

And.... it's raining!!! Yes, my favorite weather is here. Cozy and bed weather again :"""> Although I hope no more floods in the city and provinces. Tsssk another trial for our citizens. Keep safe everyone!