I decided to STOP. :|

This past few days, Ive tried to smoke. :| AWWW. I guess its because of influences that I receive. I have many problems to carry. :| And I cant even mention it to my friends or family. It is only me who can understand and accept all the mistakes and sadness. Whenever I smoke, I think of those sad memories and start realizing that I AM WRONG.

Napakahirap na kce. FAMILY, FRIENDS, STUDIES ang problem ko. :| Gash. ang hirap talaga ihandle kung ganito ln. Whenever my body find the cigar. My body just poofs. Hahaha. Meron na agad. Hahaha. Narealize ko today na I would try to stop hanggang maaga pa. K? God, if im losing my way to you, help me to my way AGAIN to you. GUIDE ME. Awwww. Draaamaaaa. :( IM ASKING GOD.

Meeeeyn. I SHOULD STOP. MY CONSCIENCE SHOULD STOP ME. Huhu. Hahaha. STOP STOP STOP. Yun ln.

-- OUT, :|