Stop troubling my mind.

Last night, I came home at 12 am. Well, galing lang naman ako sa Blue Onion, Eastwood kce we do have a guesting there. Kasama ko shempre G1. It`s a fun party after all.Although the venue is a bit small, no dancefloor. Aw. :| Sabi ko pa naman sasayaw ako dun pero no. Too bad. Pero we do have some drinks and music to accompany us.

Why I was lying in my bed, I keep on thinking about this fkucing problems. I know next sem, I will become a 3rd year and some of my friends will be come back and enroll themselves. Some will graduate. Mawawalan ang Groove One ng officers and seniors. Aw. too bad! :| Huhuhu.

And so I was thinking about this yesterday, until now. Goddamnit. What if "it" will come back. WHAT IF. I don`t know. I don`t want them to go far from me because of jealousy. Its not Im being selfish, it's because I really do enjoy their company now. I am being friends with them. I got the chance to talk to them almost everyday, share some thoughts, etc. And plus I do have a bad memory of it. Because of "it", I`ve encountered conflicts regarding some of my friends, plus one of my bffs will graduate soon. Who will I be counting on? I keep on thinking about this. And WHAT IFs are all over my mind. I hope "it" will never come back. I hope "it" will transfer from another. I`m not being selfish, it`s that I don`t want to lose the friendship I have with them today. I hate this part right here, yea lalalala. =) JK.

Is "it" will be a threat for me? Naaa. I don`t think so. When it comes to dancing, I am more experienced than "it". Will "it" will be on our compet team, will "it" be?

WHAT IF.