sour moments.

as the music plays in my ears, i remember all the sour moments ive encounter. those heartbreaking, eye-tearing, sad faces, walking alone, straight faces, sad quotes.

let me share my experiences with you, first, that one-week absent from school because of tonsilitis. i was not texting at all.i left school for one week without any trace or consent to our teachers, and so gumaling ako and decided to go to school. i dont have any clue about the lessons, exams, quizzes they had before, i was total blank. kahit mga pinag-uusapan ng mga kabarkada ko hindi ko alam, i was totally clueless. parang ako yung bagong student. weeks passed, and naramdaman kong parang malayo na ako sa kanila and so i decided to walk seperately from them, go lunch without them, sit behind them, dont talk to them. i somehow feel that i`m not their friend anymore, it hurts pero yun ang totoo. i dont know kung anong naisip ko kung bket ko ginnawa yun, pwede ko naman silang kausapin diba. and i found my other friends, they`re the ones who chooses to be home after school. but they are nice to me, very nice to me. i even found my bestfriend in them. i was happy with them by my side, time flows and i learn to come with me but all seems to be normal again, my kabarkada talked to me again and all seems to be back in normal. it happened when i was in 2nd year highschool.

next, when i was in 4th year.it was the time when we got to choose our section and i was absent, so my lovely friend chooses to be with them on the other section leaving our other friend in higher section should i say. school days became long and we`ve been close to our classmates and then one day, di na kme pinansin nung mga kaibigan namen sa kabila. i dont know hat happen, is it yung pagpunta ko sa room nila ng walang dahilan or what. they didnt talked to us, like when we see each other at the hallway, no hi's and hello's. a bit awkward. even text or call, none.and so we decided to let them do it, kaming 3 na lang nagsama and 5 sila dun, well, yung dalawa kce mabait kaya lahat kasama nya. ;) field trip comes, hindi sila sumama. kami din. no talking at all talaga, matagal tagal din yun. it was resume of class when my other friend suddenly texted me and said, HI. ;) i was in total shock, she said, sorry and she wishes to be friends again. i said, yeah. sure. then she said again, if we can go to school together. i said yeah. we reached school and sabi nya mauna muna sya para di halatang bati na, arti noh. hahha. i tell it to my other other friends and they agree. RECESS, pumunta kami sa room nila and suddenly all of us started to cry, and hugged each other. hahahah. it was a magical moment for us kce yung ganun lang, alam nameng ok na. iyak ng iyak nung isa kong friend, i even hugged her kce nahirapan din siya nung mga time na yun. at the end, we all became friends again. pero matagal tagal din yung tampo na yun ha, pero atleast naayos namen. oh diba. teary eyed ako ng sinusulat ko toh. grabe.

well, sour moments should be transformed into sweet ones. <3 sa lahat ng relationships, hindi nawawala ang ayaw or tampuhan, normal lang yan para tumatag ang samahan. ;)