I realized.

Over the week, my mom isnt around. She`s with some other relatives of ours. She's gone for a week now and she will come back tomorrow. Hello manila again. Well, i miss her so much. It feels like she`s been gone for a long time now. And i`ve realized that it is really hard for a mother to budget, cook and think about her family. You need to think what you need to cook, about the money and stuff. Chores and chores. It is really hard.

Well, i am an only child so i have to do all of that. Awww. it was a tiring week for me plus the training for coach aye. Awwwww. i do the laudry, dishes, budget the money for our bills and of course,i cooked! it was fun though very tiring. all i think is what to do next, plan to do what is next.

Last Thursday, i was so stressed and i dont know what to do. Then i started to cry for no reason. I have no one to talk to and no one's home. So that's great, more stress coming up. Hay. i dont know but yeah, i really dont know the reason. I just felt that hard and rough feeling like I felt before. Thank God it stopped. :)

Thank you lord. Please, continue to bring me good vibes everyday. I love you.