Yesterday is freestyle intermission. Damn it, I always hate this kind of intermission. I super hate this. As usual, im so nervous. I can literally vomit because of this nervousness.
I'm asking myself, AM I GOOD ENOUGH? Hindi ko kce maisip na kaya kong makipagsabayan sa ibang dancers na alam kong magaling. Feeling ko wala akong ibubuga kaya ayoko ng ganito eh. Di ko alam kung anong gagawin ko to stand out. I want to stand out. I want to be a great dancer I want to dance a technique that no one has ever done. Gusto ko nang madaming magchecheer to boost my confidence. Mahirap bang gawin yun? Kaya napili kong magtricks na lang. hindi naman ata mahirap gawin yun diba? Gusto kong magaling. Oo, sa femme ako maayos sumayaw pero hanggang dun na lang ba yun? Syempre hindi. Gusto kong maging magaling. Gustong gusto.
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