I cannot explain.

Have you experienced a feeling that you cannot explain? Although you've already told to yourself that you won't feel that again? You've already told to yourself a couple of times now and yet you keep on repeating it? I just hate it. And it is a sin to hate somebody.It's hard with a world that is hard to please. It's very hard to be someone that is competing with someone else. I'm just being pathetic, isn't it?

I just want to be unique. I want people to see me as someone that is admirable. Pleasant to their eyes. I want to be someone who is remarkable. I want people to see me as someone who can they idolize. I want to be someone who is ADMIRABLE not the way people see a person who is INVINCIBLE.