Sunday, October 28, 2012

Buhay single.

Sometimes, I wonder.. is there someone who will love me forever besides God? Sometimes I wonder, I wanna give my all to Him and just let it be.....

Minsan sabi nila, oo masaya maging single, nagagawa mo lahat ng gusto mo di'ba? No boundaries. Freedom kumbaga, pero tinatanong ko din ang sarili ko, masarap ng may nagmamahal sayo diba? Someone who you can call mine.Morning and night texts, kisses, hugs, holding hands. The feeling of being loved. WONDERFUL IS'NT IT? Yes. OO. Of course.

Mahirap mang aminin, NBSB ako and I don't look at it as a bad way kasi I have friends and family. I have experiences and trials that can make me as a strong person na in the future, I'll handle things in a very smooth way. No regrets and no mistakes. I've had flings whatsoever pero I don't count them kasi I want a relationship where we can be friends or lovers at the same time. Oo, Ive been inlove before and sometimes, love isn't enough for me. In a person like me a super busy and minsan makakalimutin. I don't like people na hinahawakan ako sa leeg or something. Haha. OA ko ba?

Tinatanong ng friends ko, bakit daw wala akong boyfriend? SERIOUSLY, SAKIN MO YAN ITATANONG. HAHAHA Sagot ko na lang, ewan ko. K. Pero seriously, sa akin mo talaga itatanong yan? Nakaka-gago lang infairness. Hahaha. Ano yan, isang tanong na kaya kong sagutin and iexplain?

I don't hate people na nagtatanong ng ganun kasi ako rin napapatanong sa sarili ko. I don't believe in such fairytales, I think that stupid! Talaga. Hahaha. Pero I wish I have a prince charming.

Sabi nila..."Maganda naman sya pero bakit wala syang boyfriend?" People asked. Hahaha. Sagot ko jan, "Ibang level kasi ang beauty ko eh." Gusto mo yun?! Hahaha. De, di ko talaga alam ang sagot.

As of now, I wanna focus muna sa mga bagay na gusto kong i-accomplish. Sa mga bagay na gusto ko munang gawin bago magnobyo, magpakasal at magka-anak. Maaccomplish ko toh. paminsan lang sa buhay. At gusto ko, pag dumating si Mr. Right, no turning back na. First and last kumbaga. I do believe in perfect marriage and Mr. Right. May mga taong katulad ko and I don't feel ashamed about this. Sabi nga sa quotes... GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT.

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