It's a choice.

Have you ever felt that you need to make a decision based on your friends action? Like their manipulating you. I mean, not in a bad way, but in a good way but you don't seem to understand what to do.

It's like you know it's a good thing to do but I mean, I don't need to change myself in order to have friends. I know who I am. I know who I believe in. I know what are my actions and I did not do that just to please everybody. Sometimes it's very frustrating to see think that I need to be alone in order to have some time to think about them. I feel so bad whenever that topic comes and being brought up. I am not a hater. I am not.

I think I need time to think...................