Where are you my darling?

I miss the feeling of being in love, having that feeling of being pretty for that one special person. I remember, I was in love, uhmmmm 2 years ago? Hahahahaha what the hell what happened to me.

I always pray that he will come at the right time. So right, he can be the longest love I'll ever have. He'll be the longest man I'll ever love. Just imagining him in my mind make me feel super loved. I imagine him as this tall, fair skinned, petite with muscles kind of guy. Cuddling, kissing and feeling young whenever I am with him. He became my Prince Charming.

O lord, I will always pray to you that I will find him sooner or later. Because today, I proclaim I am ready to fall in love again. No more backing down, no more second thoughts, just me wanting to fall in love because it is maybe the time to give myself a reward. A new type of reward. No more thinking of other people's happiness. It is my happiness this time.

Help me find him ❤