Fall back in love.

It's been a year or a month since  I last liked a GUY! Oh myyyy. :"""""""> This is one of the moments where I can't understand myself.

First thing, DON'T EXPECT. YOU MIGHT END IN A WRONG ENDING. YOU MIGHT END UP BROKEN HEARTED. YOU MIGHT EXPECT TOO MUCH AND GET NOTHING IN RETURN. What? Hahaha. Hmmm, how can I say this? I'm feeling a like now. AHAHAHA. Puro tawa? De. Serious na.

At first, I got so curious of his personality. Parang gusto ko pa syang kilalanin. Then I thought he mght be the one I am looking for. He represents a gentleman. Shit hindi ko alam ang isusulat ko. HAHAHA Masyado akong bangenge sa post na ito. Hayyy naku. Nababaliw akooooooo! >:(

I want him by my side. Period. Those 6 six explains it all. I WANT HIM BY MY SIDE. But I guess I can't demand for more, why? Because, he experienced a serious heartache. My friend told me that he doesn't want a friend to be his gf. He has a new textmate and I don't get the chance to text to him. That heartache that make his heart fragile. I don't want to expect something from him, I don't want to dictate his heart. I don't want to push myself to him. I will let time decides and make him fall for me without any effort. I WILL LET TIME DECIDE. I don't wan to look as if ako yung naghahabol sa kanya. I just want to play it cool. And cherish every moment we are together. (me ganun)

I love this feeling but  I also hate it at the same time. Well, this will be our little secret! :"""">